Kabanata 28
No'ng nagising ako'y maayos na ang aking pakiramdam. I feel the energy that I had lost before came back. Tumayo ako at nakita kong gising na rin si Mommy at si Luise nama'y nagkakape.
"Good morning," I greeted sluggishly.
They both looked at me, "Good morning, honey. How's your feeling?"
"Maayos na po."
"Mabuti. And by the way, Reagan went home late. It was midnight, I think?" si Mommy.
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko dahil sa sinabi ni Mommy. Something caressed my heart but then wrath filled me. Why did he do that? Am I going to wreck myself when the time comes. I know he will never be mine. He has this life that I can't reach neither enter. Because he is the Reagan Solomon. The bachelor that has everything and can get whatsoever he wanted.
Affright ran through every nerves of my body. I fell for the guy that is never been good to me. He was never been loyal, he said he likes me but he loves someone else. He made me believe on his damn lies. Pero may mali rin ako. Naniwala ako sa mga kasinungalingan niya.
"You should have said that he needs to go home." I said, still caring for that asshole.
"What was the reason why are you two in quarrel?"
Natahimik ako dahil sa tanong niya. Hindi ko magawang masabi sa kanya ang problema ko kay Reagan. It is... I think not range for any concerns of my Mom? I mean, I don't want her to problem my problems on this situation. Besides, I am ashamed to tell her about what is the real thing why we're not okay. Ano namang sasabihin ko? Na umasa ako sa mga katagang lumalabas sa bunganga ni Reagan? I won't do that!
"I think you can't open this topic for now? But I suggest that you must talk to him. Ayusin n'yo ang away niyo."
"Kuya Red was so pitiful last night, ate." Dagdag naman ni Charles habang ngumunguya ng tinapay.
I stood up and combed my hair using my fingers. I moved near to Charles and snatched his bread and of course, what would I expect? He whined. I smirked at him and let my tongue out to tease him.
Miss ko na rin itong mga asaran namin ng kapatid ko. We were always like this before. I loved teasing him until he end up crying and murmuring some bad words for me.
"Ate! Ugh! I am still not full, don't be so savage!"
"Don't speak too much English, Lu, girls will find you uncool." I laughed.
"Uncool? At your side, of course it's uncool, ate. But to other girls, they find it cute and cool."
"English speaking guys are so gays."
Tinignan lang ako ng masama ng aking kapatid. I laughed at the happiness I am feeling. Kahit saglit ay nalimutan ko ang problema kong bigay ni Reagan.
"Kuya Red speaks English too."
"Well, he must be a gay."
I pouted at my own joke. Thinking that he is a long time gay makes my body tremble in laughter. I can't imagine that thing though. Pero kainis naman! Nasali na naman ang lalaking 'yun sa usapan namin.
"I will tell that to him, ate!"
"Go and tell him. I'm not afraid." I said bravely.
Narinig ko ang tawa ni Mommy kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. She is staring at me with a very adoring eyes. I smiled at her. This is the day I was dreaming for a long time. To be happy again with my family, completely. But then the latter is impossible now to happen. Hindi na makukumpleto ang pamilya namin.
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