Kabanata 7
"Did your enjoy your date? Eating in a restaurant, huh?" Malamig niyang sinabi saakin.
I can't speak any exact word. I looked at his firing eyes. Gusto kong magtago sa kahit saan noong tumayo siya. Kumalabog ang aking puso, I don't know why... No, it's because I'm worried for what he'd do to me.
Why I suddenly became muted? I wanted to shout that he has no comment on that! But why it's hard for me to do that thing? That's right to do. My knees were like jelly now that anytime I'll be on ground.
Humakbang siya palapit saakin. I can't think any move but to step backward. The fire and full of anger crept on his eyes. Slowly, fear enveloped me.
He immediately reached the door behind me that is widely opened because of my entrance and he closed it without any question. I gulped. Is he really mad? For what? I can't see any valid reason why he's like this.
Nung wala na akong maatrasan at ang tanging naramdaman ko nalang ay ang malamig na pinto ay tinignan ko nalang siya. I wanted to vanish that firing eyes. I don't want that to look at me. I feel I can be in severe any minute by now.
"Answer me, did you enjoy, huh, Harmony? What did you do?" Mahina ngunit nakakatakot pa rin ang kanyang boses.
"A-anong ginagawa mo, Reagan?"
Itutulak ko na sana siya ngunit agad niyang nahuli ang aking kamay. He moved close and pinned my arms on the door. Napatingin ang sa galit niyang mukha. I took a gaze on his lips that were slightly open. That red lips...
"Tell me, Harmony? Did you enjoy?" Malamig at punong puno ng galit ang kanyang boses. "Did he give you more than the amount I'm giving to you so you can date him? Tell me, what else did you do?"
Kumalabog ang puso ko at nag-alab ang galit sa buong pagkatao ko. Agad ko siyang sinampal gamit ang isa kong kamay. My palm vibrated because of the intensity of my slap on his face. Now, I can see how slowly showing the redness of his face. Kung kanina ay kaba at takot ang aking nararamdaman ngayon ay puot at puno ng galit na.
"How dare you judge me like that?! If you think I'm like the other girls that you have fucked then you're wrong! You know what? This is useless! Ano naman kong lumabas kami? Why it matters to you a lot, huh?" Pinilit kong kunin ang isang kamay ko ngunit sadyang malakas siya.
I can see how dark his expression is. He's giving me the warning if I won't stop he'll make my face break in shit. But it didn't make me quail. If he's furious then I am too. We're even. He insulted me so much that I don't want to hear. Parang ang tingin siya saakin ay parang napakababang babae. Fuck!
"And he doesn't paying me an any amount! Don't compare yourself to Gian coz he's more than what you've think! Yes, Reagan, I'm working to you. But hell? How dare you insult me like that?! Stop insulting me because you don't know what I'm having! Tangina, sawang-sawa na ako!"
Pumatak ang aking luha. Damn! I don't want to cry but I can't help it. This is so much accusation. The false information and judging is too much. I can't even swallow a little bit of that insults. I wanted to punch him all my force but I can't because I feel weak and helpless.
His grip on me loosen so I can pull my arms from him. My tears fell like a falls from my eyes. This wasn't only for his accusation but all for my problem in life. Harmony, take a break. Stop acting like you were tough and strong. You're free to out that deadly emotion that you were keeping for a long time.
I punch, and slap him but not as strong like the first one. Nanghihina na ako ngayon. I can't breath normally and my heart is aching so much in severe!
BINABASA MO ANG
Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)
Ficción GeneralThis is just a pleasure. Pure lust and sex. That's it. No strings attached. Just pure lust and desire with each other.