Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 59

Kabanata 59

Time flies so fast that I couldn't recognize already. After we went to the Solomon's and shooed by Mr. Arthur Solomon, we never went back even though sometimes I caught Reagan turning his phone off but when I asked who was it, he always says that it was nothing so I don't need to worry. I know him enough to know if he was okay or not, and I know he's hurt.

Maybe his father went wrong by pushing Reagan for being someone else that he never wanted to be. Reagan wanted to be a normal well-being, he wanted his father to treat him as a son and not as a substitute to his late brother. Perhaps, Reagan is now prim and proper, I couldn't see any mistake of him, though. He's so perfect that I couldn't see any man that can surpass him in any aspects. Sinong ama ang tatanggihan siya?

His father is mad at him. Rage was so palpable on his eyes when we had stepped on the floor of their house. If he had the strength to stand up, he would but unfortunately he was one of the living vegetable here. He can't come and shove as out of their house. Even though, Mrs. Alison was there; watching us being shooed by his husband, she can't do anything but to please us by her words and pleading voice, but she didn't give any effort to went after us and try to stop Reagan from leaving. Mrs. Alison is one of a martyr wife, even though she wants something else, she couldn't do because of his husband. Hindi niya magawa-gawa dahil takot ito sa kanyang asawa.

Masama na kung masama, pero gano'n na nga ang lagay ni Sir Arthur ay hindi pa rin siya nagbabago. He even cast-off Reagan as if he hasn't had a son.

Reagan and Mr. Arthur Solomon are likely similar, physically— only in physical features but in the attitude they were far different. Reagan can't contain to keep his rage because he was depending his decisions to his heart, and his father wasn't like that. He can keep anger for years.

Mamayang gabi ang event na pinakahihintay ng mga De Montesilva. About Charles, we talked already and he was sorry on what he had done on me. I accepted his apology and made a clarification between us. I told him that he shouldn't hope anything from me because I can't give it.

Pero matapos siyang humingi ng tawad ay hindi na niya muli pa akong nilapitan. We're bumping around but I only get smile from him and nothing more. I know he's trying to move on and I understand him but I promised that after he moved on, we'll going to be friends again.

Umihip ang malamig na hangin at bumalot ito sa kabuoan ng aking katawan. The cold breeze of it sent shivers down my spine. Naramdaman ko ang paghawak ng isang mainit na kamay sa aking balikat. Napatingin ako sa kay Reagan na nakatingin rin pala saakin.

We're at the cemetery where my parents got graved. Inalok ako ni Reagan na pumunta dito at dalawin raw namin ang aking mga magulang. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin niya pero pumayag na rin naman ako.

"You think they are okay with me?" tanong ni Reagan at binaling ang tingin sa mga puntod ng aking mga magulang.

"Of course, why did you ask?"

He shrugged, "There's a hundred percent that they despise me for you... you know, my family had gotten into something unforgivable."

Hinawakan ko ang kanyang kamay na nakadantay sa aking balikat at hinaplos ito ng marahan. Nagulat ako dahil bigla nalang gumaspang ang balat niya at mas lalo akong nagulat dahil sa nakita ko ang pagtindig ng kanyang balahibo.

Okay, what is this? Is it my effect on him? But before I collapse in excitement, I continued to be serious as our topic goes on.

"They weren't like that when they were still alive, at alam ko hanggang ngayon ay gano'n pa rin sila. They don't keep emotions that can destruct them in the future."