Kabanata 6
Mabilis ang mga nangyari. I never thought being this far now. One month of being with Reagan is not good even fine! Yeah, I find a very indefinable feeling wherein I also satisfy myself. But what the hell?
Sa loob ng isang buwan ay naging mahirap ito para saakin. Every Sunday lang naman pero feeling ko ay nakakaltasan ang buhay ko. It's a phase of hell and I think I'm ready welcoming by the demons. Well, apparently I never dreamt of being an angel though.
"What are we doing here, Gian?" Tanong kay Gian.
Lumabas ako ng kanyang kotse. He offered me to go out with him. It's been a month since we met and I can say that we're close now. I'm comfortable with him though. I'm far comfortable with him than with Reagan.
Gian has a good motive, I think. He's a good person. I thought at first he's one of those fake angelic face but behind that is an demon. Hindi siya ganoon. I can say that because he's true to his word and it made me think of me didn't fit to his world.
About Reagan, I know his motive on me. He only wants the heat I'm giving to him. He offers me extravagant materials and I have no say on that. It's his money, thought. Pero nagsasayang na siya ng kanyang pera. I always tell him that it's too much. But he's stubborn. Wala akong magagawa.
I didn't open any topic to Reagan every time I saw him or even I was in his house. I never talked much and I just keep my connection with Gian as secret. Besides, he has no right to know. Wala naman siyang karapatang malaman ang lahat patungkol saakin.
"We'll just hang-out," ngumisi siya. "What do you prefer first? Movie or kain muna tayo?"
"Gian, I'm still full. Hmm... ikaw gutom ka?"
Agaran siyang umiling, "Nah,"
So, nanuod muna kami ng Movie. It's Sunday and my schedule to Reagan is later.
Napatingin ako sa aking cellphone dahil bigla itong nagvibrate.
From: Reagan
Where are you? I'm here at your apartment.
Nanlaki ang mata ko dahil doon. What is he doing in our apartment in this kind of time? It's nine in the morning and probably mom questions who he is! Hindi siya kilala ni mommy and also Luise. Bakit siya naroon?! Why the hell he went to our apartment?
To: Reagan
I'm out. What are you doing there?
Tumingin ako sa dinadaanan ko at binalik ulit ang tingin ko sa aking cellphone.
He replied immediately.
From: Reagan
Out? For what? With who? I'm just checking you out. Is that bad?
Tumingin ako kay Gian na nakatingin rin sa aking cellphone. Instincts, tinagilid ko ang aking cellphone para hindi niya makita ang katext ko. What the hell? Kumunot ang noo ni Gian.
"Who's you're texting?"
"Si Luise..."
Ngumuso siya, "Luise, is it your brother?"
"Yeah,"
Tinignan ko ulit ang kanyang nakakunot noong mukha. What's his problem?
"Your brother but you can't allow me to just see the message? What did he say?"
Nangapa ako ng pwedeng irason. This is hard. I feel my tongue hitched. Damn! I feel I'd rid off my nails. Shit!
"Uh... k-kailan raw tayo, uuwi."
BINABASA MO ANG
Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)
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