It's been months; October, November, December, January. All I could do was think of her. Riley. Why did I choose to leave. Why did I make her believe that I don't love her.
Because she needs to be safe. I need her to be safe. And being around me won't do that.
"We get board. We've always ended up ignoring human life, yourself and your sister came into our lives and made it exciting. Besides, Carlisle has to move because of his job. People are getting suspicious." I say the last bit to remind myself why we need to keep going.
"Then why are you even bothering telling us? We would probably be more heartbroken if you didn't tell us."
"No, you wouldn't. You wouldn't be more heartbroken because we wouldn't have told you that we don't love you."
"Get the hell away from me." The tears were pouring out of her eyes. Her body was going numb from sadness.
I remember everything about her. How could I not. She's my everything. Life means nothing to me when I'm not with her. Edward feels the same. He left, going to hunt down Victoria. That way, she'll never be a threat to anyone ever again.
Me, I'm off, all by myself. I don't drink enough blood, and I am never with my family. They can't be around me. I make them feel like this.
This is a good thing I remind myself. I can't have everyone else feeling this way.
They're sad without Riley and Bella, but, we can't be in their lives. Humans and vampires don't mix.
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Jasper's Twilight
FanfictionJasper's Point of view during the entire series of my Riley Swan books. Even though his point of view is in a bit of my stories, he will be expressing all of his views on what happened in forks and anywhere else that the Cullens visited.
