Chapter 21

39 3 2
                                    

Liam's POV

I can't believe what I just did. I just kissed my best friend, whom I've known for years. And want to know that worst, or best part?

I enjoyed it.

When I kissed her, I felt like I was on cloud nine. It was not the same feeling I get when I kissed any other girl, no. This one held a lot of meaning to me, I felt different kissing Charlotte. It was a good feeling.

When we finally pulled away, both of us were breathing heavy from the lack of breath as we rested our foreheads against each other's. I heard her slightly giggle which made my lips turn up into a small smile. She stood on her toes to wrap her arms around my neck, and rested her head in the crook of my neck as I wrapped my arms around her waist.

I felt so happy. My feelings for Charlotte were bigger than ever before now, there was no denying that. I never realized how great of a girl she is until now. The way she laughs, her big beautiful smile, or stunning figure. Everything about her is amazing, I don't know why I'm just realizing this now. I think it's because in the past, I've been spending a grateful amount of my time with Cody.

Cody.

Oh my god, I just cheated on her. As soon as my mind thought of her name, I quickly pulled away from Charlotte's embrace, shaking my head frantically.

Charlotte's POV

Liam oddly pulled away from our embrace, and might I add very quickly. He had the look of guilt on his face, maybe regret?

I furrowed my eyebrows, "Is something wrong?"

He shook his head, "Yes something is wrong! I just kissed you! I just ruined a chance with Cody again. Oh my god, I'm a terrible person.." He started pacing back and fourth as the rain continued to poor down on us.

I felt my heart break at his words, he didn't mean what he just did. Of course he didn't, why would he?

"S-so, what we just did. It was a mistake to you? You regret it?" I asked, stepping towards him as he stopped pacing. He didn't answer back, he just starred at the ground now speaking at all. The only sound that was being heard was how the rain made impact with the ground.

"Liam.." I took one more step towards him so our faces were nearly close.

He was silent again.

I lifted his head with my hand and forced him to look into my eyes.

"Tell me Liam, look me in the eye and tell me that what just happened was a mistake. Tell me you regret it.." I trailed off.

I was praying that he wasn't going to  say that It was a mistake, I really like him. I think I'm falling in love with him. And I don't want to loose him, If I do I loose him as a friend too.

He looked my straight in the eyes and sighed, "I-it was a mistake. I r-regret it."

That was the simple thing to say to make my heart break. I let my hands fall from his face, as I looked at him. He was watching my every move, I felt so stupid. I felt used. What I thought the happiest moment of my life was going to be, turned out to be the worst.

I tried taking a breath, but it came out as shaky. I felt warm tears stream down my face as I looked at the ground.

"Charlotte I-"

I shook my head, "No."

I took one last glance at him before turning around and walking towards my house. I heard his voice shout out my name once more, but that only made me run.

Accidental LoveWhere stories live. Discover now