Mieko's journal

Nov 10

Sunday Nov 10. 

I'm sorry I got upset yesterday. That happens to me sometimes. I hope you understand... Of coarse you don't understand you're a notebook. Maybe this whole journal thing is bad for my sanity. Well it would be if I was actually sane...

I went to church today. I love going to church almost as much as I love the library. I know my priorities sound messed up but I'm more comfortable in a room full of books then a room full of people. Besides every book I read is a supernatural experience for me. 

Back to church though. It made me little sad today because the pastor was talking about heaven & he said something about praising God for eternity. Now I do praise God that I'm alive & things like that, but is that my main purpose in life? I don't know. It sounds wrong to me. Would God really create an entire world just so we would praise him. It sounds egotistical to me.

 If its right then I'm probably going to hell. I might be going to hell even if I'm right. My moms calling me about the mail. I got to go. Thanks for listening.

~Meiko

 (Ok so I did three entries today... I'm not really sure where I'm going with this story but I do have a bunch of ideas. This is the first time I've ever written something for anyone to possibly read so please if you read this and hate it don't be mean.... This is kinda weird. By this I mean writing a note to someone that doesn't technically exist)