Mieko's journal

Nov 15, 16, 17, 18

Friday Nov 15. 

I'm pissed off right now I had to read my poem in front of the class. Whats the point of a journal if everyone will know my private thoughts? This journal is supposed to be for me. Not anyone else Mrs. Mariano. Why don't you write a journal & read to everyone your most private thoughts? 

Topic: What makes you happy?

Reading. 

I'm gonna go do that now. Bye

~Meiko 

Saturday Nov 16. 

It's Saturday & moms still not back. I'm getting worried. What if she's hurt. Or dead? I can't live without her. She's the only person I have in this world. I've already said this but I love my mom with all of my heart. I don't have friends, or any other family members. My mom is honestly my life. I'm going to go take a nap. I can't read while I worry about my mom.

Hopefully I find some sleeping pills.

~Meiko 

Sunday Nov 17. 

I woke up at 3:00 in the afternoon today after sleeping through the most intense nightmares of my life. At least my mom is home. She didn't offer an explanation for where she was & I didn't ask. We went out to eat breakfast. We didn't talk but it was nice knowing she was alive. I didn't loose my mom after all. 

~Meiko 

Monday Nov 18.

Topic: Who am I?

I'm Meiko. The girl with the same name as the raccoon from Pocahontas, & an amazing singer that no one knows about. I'm the girl that no one talks to. I'm the one that "reads her life away". I'm the girl that had dreams of traveling the world. I also have nightmares almost every night. I'm extremely prone to having panic attacks. There's not much to say about me. I'm Meiko & I'm lonely.

~Meiko 

(I put all of these together because they're all really short)