Mieko's journal

Dec 7

Saturday Dec 7. 

People are stupid. Boys are stupid. I'm stupid for thinking yesterday would actually be fun. 

We went to get burgers after school. That was ok but it was really awkward. 

He told me about what 'tickle my pickle' actually means.Then all I could think about is how he makes me horny sometimes. He asked me if he turned me on & I kept saying no. Eventually I told him yeah just to shut him up. Then he started asking if I was horny right now. I wasn't until he said something about it. But once he mentioned it, it was all I could think about.

Now you know that I read all the time and in books they always like wiggle around or rub their legs together to 'relieve some of the pressure'. Well let me tell you that it doesn't work at all. It just makes your date think you have to pee. Which makes an already awkward situation even more akward.

Once it was established that I didn't have to pee we decided to go to the game. Actually he decided & I went along with it. Now I've never gone to one of the games so I didn't really know what to expect.

Outside of the game Aiden meet some of his friends. I actually talked to most of them but the one guy was such an asshole. He basically insinuated that I was sleeping with Aiden to make friends. I called him a mean name that I'd rather not repeat. He got really mad but Aiden found us seats before we could get into a huge argument.  I never actually watched a basketball game before so it was interesting until Aiden started yelling at everyone on the court. 

He single-handly got us kicked out of the game, then decided that we were going to a party. I did'nt really want to go to the party but I couldn't think of a good excuse to not go. He took my hand & we walked to the party. Although I've never been to a party it was exactly as I imagined it would be. Loud music, red cups, & girls dressed like sluts. Every girl except for me that is who was still wearing her clothes from school. 

After Aiden had a few of those drinks he started to pay attention to me. Which he hasn't done all day besides when we got burgers. He started kissing me a lot & touching me. After a while I got upset & told him to stop. He called me a tease. I got mad & left.

I guess I shouldn't have been surprised this kind of thing happens in the books all the time. I just never imagined it would happen to me. 

So just to sum it all up my date was terrible. I've changed my mind he is definitely not the love interest in the story of my life.

That's a good song. Story of my life by one direction. I think I'll go listen to it now. 

~Meiko