Through Chaos As It Swirls//Coldplay

Chapter Nine

I opened my eyes and it was light in the hotel room.

The sun was shining through the curtains and I tried sitting up and I looked over at the made bed next to me and my heart sank.

My dried tears on my face were soaked all in the pillow, last night I couldn't quit crying and now Phil could be dead because of me.

I got up to the best of my ability and I changed my clothes.

I looked into the mirror, my eyes were red and bloodshot, my hair was a muffled mess and my usual pale skin was snow ghost white pale.

I also had bags under my eyes and steaks from where I cried.

I grabbed my crutches off the nightstand and I also grabbed my wallet and my keycard.

I opened the door and walked out and I ran into Guy.

"Hey Reese how are you doing this morning?" He asked.

"I didn't sleep great but I'm just hungry and I need something to eat I guess" I answered.

"Don't worry I didn't either and same with the other guys but I feel ya let's go get something to eat" he said.

I agreed and we took the elevator down to the main lobby.

This hotel was five star and everything was included for me and the guys I guess and it was really nice.

Guy and I sat at a table and he sipped his coffee scrolling through something on his phone.

I looked out to the grey rainy city and I started daydream.

I was pulled out of my thoughts as a waitress came over and asked what I wanted to order.

I mumbled what I wanted and she wrote it down and walked away.

I felt like I've lost a few pounds, I've barely ate anything and my heart ached from sadness and I put my hands on my head as tears streamed down my eyes.

"Hey don't cry bud, it's going to be okay" Guy said and he grabbed a napkin and he wiped away my tears.

He came over and hugged me and I still cried a little bit.

"But it's all my fault" I sobbed, "hey no it's not sooner or later you had to tell him, but today were going to see him ok? He replied.

I mumbled out an alright and the waitress came back with our food.

Guy completely finished everything but maybe 31% of my food was gone.

"Reese" guy said sternly.

I didn't even look at him

"Please eat you need too and you'll feel much better I promise buddy" he cried.

I angrily put my fork on the plate and I ate slow but I at least ate.

I didn't finish by the time I said I was full and Guy allowed me to be finished.

"Where are the other guys?" I asked.

"They're already at the hospital, I allowed them to go early and I said I'd stay and wait for you" he replied

"Thank you, I didn't think anyone would of done something like that ever for me" I cried.

"Anything for you, that's what Phil would say too" he laughed and he patted my back.

We climbed into a taxi car and we drove off to the hospital.

After driving out of the city it became a little more country like and the hospital came into view.

They bricks were a red grey dull color and the windows were tinted and the whole place looked sad.

The taxi dropped us off and Guy payed the man a few pounds and we walked inside the building.

The floors were polished and the walls were a ghost white color and it made me feel sick.

My leg was throbbing as I hobbled around on my crutches but Guy pulled out my wheel chair and allowed me to sit.

He had to help me because my leg was literally burning in complete pain.

He helped me sit and I had a few tears come out of my eyes but he wheeled the chair over to the elevator.

Guy clicked the up button and he wheeled me inside.

He clicked the fifteenth floor button and the doors slid shut and the box began to rise.

Thankfully during the way no one got on and the doors dinged and opened and it said we were on the fifteenth floor.

Guy pushed me to the room number as the three other guys waited outside and they explained they wanted to wait for Guy and I before they went inside.

The three guys got up and hugged me and they had some tears in their eyes but I did too.

Chris quietly pushed opened the door and it opened with a quiet little creaking sound.

Phil lay unconscious in his bed, his usually red cheeks were ghostly pale.

His eyes looked tired as they remained softly closed.

His mouth formed a painful frown and his arms rested off to his sides.

Chris stumbled over to his bed and he got down on his knees and he started to cry and he took his hands.

Phil was attached to tubes everywhere and his eyes still remained shut while his breathing was slow and his heart monitor continued beeping.

Jonny stood in the corner by himself and since he was so strong he had to pull his hat down a couple of times to cover his tears.

Will and Guy helped wheel me in and they lifted me up onto Phil's bed very gentle.

Pain erupted in my leg but I kept going and I plumped onto his bed and I whispered to them a quick thanks.

Phil's brown eyes fluttered open and he gawked at my gaze.