Through Chaos As It Swirls//Coldplay

Chapter Fifteen

Chris was running away as I stood in my same place as I looked in horror as his guitar slammed on the ground broken.

The other guys were shocked and stood in their exact places doing absolutely nothing like me.

I watched him running as fast as he could rushing to get away.

As reality hit me I realized what was occurring and I set my camera carefully on my stand as I began to run after Chris.

The other guys realized it was reality too and they dropped their instruments on the stage creating loud bangs like gun shots as they all scrambled off of stage.

My weak frame wasn't fast enough for the speed of my legs but I kept going down many flights of stairs until I reached the back of the stage.

I began huffing as I bent over and carefully placed my hands onto my knees.

I sighed and stood back up and saw the guys looking worried and upset as they stood outside of Chris's room which was clearly locked.

Will held a stern look as his hand was on the door talking to Chris the best he could while Jonny had his arms crossed with a hard but yet sad expression and Guy was pacing back and forth thinking what to do.

I became worried because of what chris told me earlier and that's when I freaked out.

"N-no Chris I know what you're thinking don't do anything please" I shouted as I jogged to the door pounding on it as hard as I could.

Jonny raised an eyebrow and shot me eyes like daggers and his voice cold as he spoke.

"What don't you want him to do?" Jonny mumbled.

"W-well um" I spoke out but Jonny instantly cut me straight off in anger.

"How come you know something and we don't" Jonny shot at me.

I instantly felt offended because Will looked at me and Guy stopped pacing and I began freaking out.

I felt my hands start to sweat and I promised Chris I wouldn't spill out on him.

I mean he cried over it that's how serious it was to him to not share.

I didn't say anything and that's when Jonny had nearly lost it.

"Well spit it out already Reese you better tell us or you can just pack your bags and leave this tour and sit on the streets homeless alone and not get any help for your cancer if Phil doesn't live"he shouted at me.

I felt like he just punched me in the stomach as I felt a tear slip down my eye and I bit my lower lip from trying to cry.

His expression immediately softened as he regretted it as he cursed under his breath.

Many tears flowed onto my face as I was angry and I wanted to punch him and I just couldn't.

Will's jaw dropped as he angrily eyed Jonny and Guy also raised an eyebrow at the quiet man who never spoke to anyone.

"Let's have a chat shall we" Will spat at Jonny.

"Reese I-I'm so" Jonny chocked but Will and Guy pushed him out another door to go and talk somewhere.

I slid down and sat on the floor as my back was leaning against Chris's door as that part I lost it and I balled into my hands.

It had been a good twenty minutes as I declined any offers from the crew asking if I needed anything or if I was alright.

I continued to weep until I heard the door knob fumble as I tried to dry away my tears as I stared up at the brass doorknob.

The doorknob turned and the door very carefully and quietly as I saw Chris appear in the doorway.

His face had been red like mine and it had tear stains also like mine.

He gestured me to come inside as I did he quietly closed the door behind him as he walked around the room acting if he was okay.

"What did you do to yourself?" I immediately asked him.

"You didn't tell them did you" Chris asked if I did tell them and his face broke into a worried expression.

"No Chris I didn't but I only got my head completely bitten off by Jonny so it's okay I swear" I whispered while looking at the floor.

"Thank you Reese and I'm sorry he and I were rude to you" he whispered.

"It's okay"

Chris walked up to me as he put his arms around me while he wept and I knew what he did it wasn't any secret.

I pulled away and I pushed up his sleeves to reveal blood trickling down his arms.

I sighed as I locked in his eyes as he cried to hold it all together and to not loose it.

"I'm sorry"

"It's not your fault"

"Yes it is"

"No it's not"

"Can we try to go get the other guys possibly?" Chris asked.

"Yeah we probably should" I replied

I opened the door as Chris followed and he shut the door behind us as we went in search of the other guys.

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HAHAHAHA SORRY THIS WAS SAD AND IM ALSO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATES IN LIKE YEARS
-Paige :3