I guess it's about time I tell you about this special person. I'm head over heel for this kid. I'm completely and utterly in love with him. I think of him everyday and everyday I love him more than I did the day before. He is my everything, my light, my baby, my pengy, my love. Anyway, He sadly isn't my boyfriend (Yet!!!!!) And he knows I wanna be with him and I know that he wants to be with me,he just I guess doesn't wanna be together yet. The thing is, we're kinda like internet friends, most likely you've heard of internet friends. Meaning I've never meet him in person. But that doesn't stop me from loving the fuck out of him you know? And apparently he wants to 'ask me out' in person. Which I could totally understand. I'm a understanding person. So I guess that's fine. I mean, he loves me and I love him and I guess we don't really need a label. But I just want everything to be official. Still he's my bestfriendthatIwishwasmyboyfriend, and I can live with that for now. Anyway, we met in school. He became my best friend, we fell in love. Blah blah blah cliche stuff. I think it's actually a very sweet love story to be honest. Anyway, he's the sweetest guy in the world,he does everything for me, and he honestly loves me, he virtually kisses me and hugs me and makes me blush, I mean what more could I ask for. Low-key sometimes I get jealous of everything and everyone in his life physically cause I don't get to have him to myself or anything like that. He has his family and friends and all these things where he lives and I feel like (even thought I know to him I'm not) I'm just that person that he talks to on the internet you know? I easily get jealous over stupid stuff like that but it's true. Sometimes, I feel like I'll never get him to myself. But that's okay right? I'm thankful for what I have, and I know he tries his best to make me happy and to be honest whenever I get one of those text that go something like "Hey boo, how was your day? Are you feeling okay? I love you and miss you" Those are legit the high light of my days.Those kind of texts will just make the butterflies in my tummy just go wild. Alright I'm done ranting about him now.
-Private Zombie N.Y
Note: I just found out that he smells super sexy today.♥
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts of a teenage girl | Story of Lirah
Teen Fiction"They say:Be true to yourself and nothing will go wrong, but sometimes I wonder, how can you be true to yourself when you don't even know who you are anymore"
