So I wanted to do a little rant about my bestfriendthatIwishwasmyboyfriend because I am totally that annoying person. Anyway, first of all this is gonna be a small rant so don't expect much.
He is the most understanding, most adorable, most handsome, most careful, most beautiful, most smart, most cute, most worryful, most loving person in my life right now. And I would do anything to make him happy. And I guess it doesn't take much to make him seem happy. But I know that deep down, it's going to take a lot more to make him whole heartily genuinely happy. And that worries me sometimes. He will legit step out of his comfort zone to make me happy and I think that's dope. He may not be an Augustus waters or a Robin or Edward Cullen or anything like that. But he is exactly like someone you would only find in a book. Like the most rare person on earth that you have never thought actually could exist in the same state as you, you know? I just think that that is amazing. And I don't think that he realizes that he is so unique to me. I wish he could see himself through my eyes and I think one day I'll dedicate a chapter about exactly that to him. He has so much meaning not only to me but to other people in his life. You can't just meet someone like him and go back to your normal life. He's the kind of person who leaves a mark on people without even trying. One day He'll realize how special he is to everyone that he cares about. He may always keep quiet, is always shy, keeps to himself, but he is a beast. He will not hesitate to stick up for someone he cares about. He is capable of loving someone deeply, he has a heart that's been broken but manages to give love to those who don't even deserve it. And I honestly, respect that. He is my god, my angel, my universe, my galaxy, my everything. I want him by my side for the rest of my life, whether we are dating or not. I just want to be there for him and I want him to be there for me. I don't know what I would do with my life, if something were to ever happen to him. But as the days go by, I tell myself to prepare for the day if it happens. Because anything can happen, whether it be out of my control or not. God plans best. All I can do is ask god to protect him, from his demons and from bad people. I love you Pengy. You will always be in my heart no matter what happens.♥
-Lirah (N.Y)
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Thoughts of a teenage girl | Story of Lirah
Teen Fiction"They say:Be true to yourself and nothing will go wrong, but sometimes I wonder, how can you be true to yourself when you don't even know who you are anymore"
