Thoughts of a teenage girl | Story of Lirah

13:M

So I'm reading this book called 'What My Girlfriend Doesn't Know by Sonya Sones' and it's a love story of course but it's actually a little different. Look so this super popular girl named Sophie starts dating this guy named Robin who's like the most lamest most awkward most disgusting looking most bullied guy that goes to her school. And once Sophie starts dating Robin like the whole school is super against it. So like Sophie starts getting bullied (which never happend before) and now her friends left her for dating Robin. And anyway, Sophie really really loves Robin and she's trying her best not to let the hate get to her, and Robin is like used to all the bullying. However, Robin hates the way Sophie is being treated. So he is willing to make up a reason to break up with her just so she wont have to go through so much pain. And Sophie doesn't know that Robin is planing to break up with her but like it's the sweetest thing that Robin is willing to break her heart to save her from the hate. But like they are outlaws and doing what they want by being together. They do for themselves and not what everyone else wants and I think that is pure love.♥

Fun fact, the glasses that I wear are actually clear lens ha! Lirah exposed. I actually need glasses because I'm near sighted I can't see far and I would like to. But we don't really have the money to get glasses for me yet so I just practice wearing glasses with clear lens so that when I get proscribed glasses I wont feel weird and people wont be like, "Oh my gosh Lirah you look so different." You know? Even though people that see me sometimes tell me that I look better with my glasses on so yeah. Though I did have a friend who once said, "Lirah why must you where glasses?" I never knew what that meant but I hope it wasn't anything negative. 

Another thing, a person once told me that when someone sticks out their tongue at me I should say, "No thank you, I only wipe my butt with tissue." And I laughed so hard. It was the funniest thing. Now I say that all of the time. 

I have this weird fear that I'm going to lose someone so meaningful to me because almost all of the friends that I have are either Mentally disabled or physically disabled or both and I don't have a problem with disabled people or whatever  honestly, I'm disabled myself. It's just, I'm afraid that I'll lose them because of it. I don't know it's just been a fear of mine.

20 Points if you can guess my favorite restaurant. Hint:It's fancy and expensive but common.

So I have a band obsession. Like Twenty One Pilots, 5 Seconds Of Summer, Panic! At The Disco, All time Low, My Chemical Romance, and some more. If you like bands too, PM me or something cause like band friends forever.

Fun fact, I've been home schooled since the 5th grade. I've got major Social anxiety and Maniac Depression, and I'm just very different I wouldn't fit in. I'm actually scared of being in public, I don't know. Halp. 

Another fun fact, I'm the shortest older person in my house. Like my dad is taller than my mom and my mom is taller than my sister and my sister is taller than me, and I'm four years older than her. Like kill me now. 

Quote: "I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart, I truly know, you're the one I love and I can't let you go."

Another Quote sorry I keep finding beautiful stuff: "I look at you and I just love you; and it just terrifies me. It Terrifies me what I would do for you."

-Lirah (N.Y)

Note: I need stamps...*Cries*