So remember when I said I was going to watch a romantic Anime? Well I started it 8 episodes ago and I love it so much! It's called say I love you. And Ohmigosh it's the sweetest love story ever. I wish I had a relationship like May and Yamato. Anyway, so the sweetest thing, like Yamato made a pair of bracelets to represent their love for each other and I totally fangirled over everything. As their relationship grew distant their bracelets started to slowly fall apart and like then I started to cry. And then Yamato bought promise rings and I literally died. I just think they are so sweet. I love their relationship. And Yamato once said, "May is sweet, strong, and charming, even though she is quiet, I respect her." I was like, "Oh my gosh kill me now!" Like no male figure besides my dad has ever said that he respects me. I think it's really sweet, that Yamato actually has the guts to say that out loud. I'm so happy that I decided to watch a romance anime.
Right now it's 4 in the morning right now and I actually should be sleep because I have somewhere to be tomorrow morning. But I'm stuck watching this anime and I'm legit tired as frick. Like if I went upstairs to Thomas (my sock monkey friend) I would pass out instantly. I honestly really want to but I really wanna finish this anime so many effing cliffhangers.
Fun fact, you know when your typing something into word or on Watt-pad when you spell something wrong there's that weird scribble line at the bottom? It irritates the hell out of me. I can't stand it, I just can't stand it. I want to die every time I see that thing.
I'm really tired. I think my eyes are red. And I keep laughing at corny jokes that I said like two weeks ago. I'm so weird.
Plus I can't stop thinking about my bestfriendthatIwishwasmyboyfriend. I want his lips on mine so freaking bad. Like kiss me got damn it! Honestly, even though I've never really been kissed by a boy, I feel like I would enjoy hugs more than kisses. Because I feel like a hug has more love behind it, then again I'm clueless to what a real kiss feels like. So I'm just stupid I don't know.
Also different parts of my wrist have been hurting a lot ever since that one night. Right now the palm of my hand has been feeling sore all day. And the left side of my wrist has been pulsating if that make since. I know it sounds weird but that's what it feels like.
Another thing, I've been meaning to buy myself some new black nail polish. I haven't used black nail polish for a while now and I miss it. Plus it'll look so pretty when I sign like sign language. You know what that is right? I'm not deaf or anything and nobody in my family or friends are deaf. I just really like to idea of signing, like talking with out talking you know? I wish somebody was as inspired as me to learn the language with me so that like I'll have somebody to talk to. Cause nobody understands me now. However, when I'm actually like speaking to people, I sign what I'm saying. So that way, I can still practice and people will still understand what I'm saying you know?
Kay I'm gonna shut up now. And finish my anime, then I'm gonna sleep for five minutes, then I'm gonna get up and get ready for the day. Lol. Byes.
-A.M.M
Note:Didn't proofread this sowwy.♥
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Thoughts of a teenage girl | Story of Lirah
Roman pour Adolescents"They say:Be true to yourself and nothing will go wrong, but sometimes I wonder, how can you be true to yourself when you don't even know who you are anymore"
