So you know how people have these adorable things about them from when they were a kid? Well I have the weirdest shit. So as a kid I did this weird thing where I would push my tongue against my two front teeth when I went to sleep or when I just wasn't talking. And as a result I now need braces on my upper set of teeth because I had that weird habit. Honestly, I still do it. I just don't push my tongue against my two front teeth it just sort of rests behind them, I know it's weird and people always ask me their like, "Lirah why do you always stick your tongue between your teeth when you smile?" And I just straight face them like dude I don't even know, it's a habit help me. Anyway, I was supposed to get braces last year but that didn't happen so yeah most likely sometime around my birthday I should have them. Because oh my gosh I can't wait to get my front teeth fixed I got bullied a lot because of them. Oh my gosh people would call me Bugs bunny all the time! And I hated it. And I'm telling you it's not even that bad people just over exaggerate all the time. But anyway, braces would look so good on me, it wouldn't be sexy or anything but it'll be cute. It'll fit my personality.
Anyway, so I'm the lightest skinned person in my house. Like everyone else has darker skin than me and like one time me and my sister was standing in front of the window (only cause I wanted some sunlight but I didn't wanna go outside) and she said to me, "Oh my gosh Lirah, are you white?!" And I straight faced her and say, "I'm not white, just real light." And like almost everyone I know says stuff like that. But Low-key, I really like my skin tone, even if I am different from everyone else.
I'm addicted to this song called Shape of you by Ed Sheeran. Help it's been on repeat for the past 30 minutes. And I'm looking up memes on google holy crap....
Fun fact, I'm over whelmed with what I wanna do. Like I want to study forensic science but I also want to be a journalist but also a writer. I highly doubt I can do all this stuff at once. My dad told me I would have to go to college for like four years in order to be a forensic scientist and that's a long time, I really like school but still. That's a lot of money and time you know? I wanna have some kind of time to hang out with my friends (That I don't have) and my bestfriendthatIwishwasmyboyfriend. I feel like if I went to college for forensics I'd be super busy all of the time you know? But if I was a journalist or a writer I wouldn't be so busy. I don't know random, kay bye.
-Lirah N.Y
Note: I've grown an obsession over facial hair on dudes is that normal?
Another note: Hi.♥
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Thoughts of a teenage girl | Story of Lirah
Teen Fiction"They say:Be true to yourself and nothing will go wrong, but sometimes I wonder, how can you be true to yourself when you don't even know who you are anymore"
