Thoughts of a teenage girl | Story of Lirah

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Do you ever look in the mirror and think your the cutest thing in the world? I looked in the mirror and I was like, "Damn...She fine." Like out loud. I was totally feeling myself. I have on thigh high socks, spandex shorts and an over sized pullover also a hoodie shirt as Pengy calls it. But oh my gosh I look the cutest to top it off with my beanie I was literally falling in love with myself. Which is rare because I don't normally feel so pretty all the time. Anyway, I found my classes today they were stuffed in my tan timberland boots. I must have put them there for some reason. I feel like myself again. I was actually feeling depressed because of my relapse last night until just about an hour ago. Anyway, I really want to watch a romance anime. I love them so much but most of the time they start off boring and I quiet on them. But they are so cute towards the middle. I watched one romance anime called Fruits basket and another one called wolf children I think. It was so cute. I need to find I new one, I gotta look some up. Just a few minutes ago, I went to find my sister and I was making corny jokes and laughing at all of them and I ended up on the floor dying laughing and my sister just looked at me like I was stupid and said, "You are the queen of cringe." And I started laughing at that and then I said, "Only because I'm sleepy." And she said, "You must be sleepy all time." And I straight faced her and left. She's so mean to me. Also my wrist hurts every time it rubs against something which happens all of the time.  Another thing, I asked my mom for a needle and thread and she was like, "Your not trying to sew your skin back together or anything weird like that right?" And I told her no which is the truth, I was trying to embroider Sans onto some fabric which made me angry.Also, I'm thinking of making a mini chapter for my book but I don't know. Honestly, I'm a little over whelmed with life. I mean I just started a new semester in school and I've got two new teachers and an elective called reaching you academic potential and like I'm the youngest in that class and it's so weird.Anyway, I have to pay for my plate which requires me to get like a state ID I think, which is also stressful. Volleyball season starts back up soon, I'm excited for that but I'm also scared. I have plans for the summer in which I didn't think through all the way and Summer will be here any minute. I've just got all this stuff going on, I have to somehow get organized and find my chill. 

Fun fact, as a kid I loved watching this show called the backyardigans and I still love that show. Like I could go back and watch all of the seasons right now if I wasn't so busy. 

Here's a list of some books that I've read just in case you were wondering:

The first five Harry Potter books by J.K Rowling

The first two Divergent books by Veronica Roth

It's kind of a funny story by Zed Vizzini 

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

The fault in our stars by John Green

Paper towns by John Green

The Twilight saga by Stephenie Mayer

The boy in the striped Pajamas by John Boyne

The book thief- Markus Zusak

That's actually longer than I intended but oh well. When I get my Xbox the first game I really want is Lego Dimensions because I've been obsessed with it ever since it came out. It's probroby lame as heck, but I really wanna collect Lego's and I really want my very own bad cop and Batman. Because I am totally a normal girl (not). 

Kay bye now. I'm tired I'm gonna pass out any moment now. Hopefully tonight goes better than last. Goodnight or morning or afternoon where ever you. And whoever you are, I think your awesome! Just so ya know.

-Lirah (N.Y)

Note: I love poetry but I'm not really good at it, so if you've got something let me know I wanna check it out. 

Note again:Dogs are better than cats.

Another note: I think baby blue is a beautiful color ♥

Another note again: I really like this song, the Caroline part is my favorite. SO cute!