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First Time For Everything

"Alright class, settle down and take your seats. Welcome to freshman English. My name is Mr. Fitz and I'll be your teacher this year. First off, I'm going to start by assigning you all your literary analysis partners for the year." I couldn't help but notice that our new teacher was incredibly attractive in a nerdy sort of way. I leaned over to Aria and said, "He's totally hot. This is going to be amazing. By the way, I hope we are partners". As he read through the list, it quickly became clear that my wish would not be granted and I still hadn't heard my name called. "And last but not least, Alison and Emily. Now that you all know your partners, please find them and get to know one another for a little bit." announced Mr. Fitz.

Great...The new girl... I guess this could be a good thing. It will give me access to her so I can assess how much of a threat she could be for me. I'll be friendly, warm her up a bit, and get her talking. I feel a strange sensation as these thoughts run through my mind that I haven't felt in a long time. Jealousy. This feeling only intensifies as I see the guys in my class checking her out and whispering to each other as she walks over to me. I can tell they want her. I can tell they're going to try and get with her as quickly as possible. You know how I know this? Cause that's how they all look at me. "Hello again," I said with a big smile. "Hey," she said with almost no emotion on her face. What was wrong with this chick? Does she not know how to talk to people? Was she just a giant, snotty, bitch? "So listen. I've already read all of these books on our syllabus. I'm kind of busy so if you need help understanding something, it will have to work into my schedule somehow. Here," she said handing me a slip of paper with her number on it. Who the hell did this bitch think she was talking to me like that? "Well. Here's a little news for you. So have I. So don't you worry your self one bit. I've more than got this covered," I scoffed at her. "Fine," she replied and walked back to her seat. The feeling of jealousy quickly turned into anger. This girl was going to keep me on my toes like no one has ever done before. Just you wait Emily, I'll own you before you know it. Just like everyone else at this school.

I thought about Emily for the rest of the day. I thought about what her deal was in general and how she'd challenged me in a whole new way. She made me feel something I had never felt before... Attraction to another girl. Sure I'd toyed around with plenty of guys and played with their emotions, all for fun and games. Heck, I even tested myself once and made a quite lesbian at out school think I was interested in her. But never before had I felt this way. People usually chase me, however, I found myself genuinely wanting to know more about this girl.