I'm Just the Way the Doctor Made Me 'Completed'

Chapter 21

Frank's POV

I had forgotten how cool and smooth their voices were, but I remembered what I had done, I ignored the voices. They were new but I decided to do the same thing and completely ignore Them.

-You can't ignore us, not when we're slicing through your skin. Not when we rip you up, tear you apart, pull you to pieces and leave you to die.

I mentally shrugged, I was getting tired and got under my covers, I didn't know if they'd keep me up. But I didn't care.

-So, you think you can just ignore us? Well, you can't ignore Them.

I gave in, I had some burning questions, after all, They killed Gerard.

'Why? Why did you kill him? And why now, are you getting me? Who the fuck are you and why are you torturing me?'

-Because he was weak, and he finally went to far, he got to close to you. He talked to you. And now, we're getting revenge, we are going to destroy everything and everyone he was ever close to and loved.

'You'll never take me alive, when he died, at the funeral, as my eulogy, I told them, I told him, "And though you're dead and gone believe me, your memory will carry on. On and on we'll carry through our fears."

-Oh how sweet, we don't care we just pretend. So, now that we've cleared that all up, let's get to business.

I opened my eye, sat up, and looked out the window, They were staring at me from the light of a street lamp. They were just as I thought They'd look like, Tall, black cloaked, and holding the daggers, wicked sharp I was sure. I cleared my throat, They weren't real. They couldn't be, it was impossible.

-We've been through this before, how did They kill your precious Gerard? Your beautiful love that you only met for one day.

'I don't know but you can't kill me you won't. I will never let you take me alive. I will never let you take the lights behind my eye, I'll never let you steal my after life.

-I'm sure that was all planned out and all.

I saw Them, They had moved from the light to the pavement outside my window, like right outside. They're blades touching the glass.

'Are you gonna kill me, like you did Gerard? Cut me open? Let me pass out, bleed out and then I'll die. Another six months and I'll be unknown.

I think I want to die alone. I'd love to die alone because I had no one. Only Mikey, of whom I loved like a brother. I suddenly was struck with a thought.

'Oh god, are you going to kill Mikey?'

-of course, everything and one he loved, he was absolutely adored my Gerard. Even though he was t younger, gets d thought he was so strong, he was struggling with anxiety depression, panic attacks, my buddies cause those.

I knew we all had our horrors and our demons to fight, but I didn't know it meant actual demons.

-Of course we're actual demons. Torturing everyone we can get into through they're weaknesses and sometimes their strong suits. We got to you through your love of someone we had infiltrated by weakness.

'He wasn't weak, he was strong. He's sealed with you bastards for years. And he may have done what you told him, but that was through fear. And we can all be controlled by fear. He was raging a fucking war in his fucking mind so don't you dare talk shit about him. You don't know shit about him.

-Do have bad memory? We were in his fucking mind. We know more about him then you. I hope you die a painful death, oh wait, you will.

I bet they got that sass from Gerard. They surrendered me, blades glimmering in the moonlight. I looked up and saw beneath the hood, it was a mask, or maybe it wasn't, I couldn't tell. It had a long crooked nose and a cracked smile.

Time stood still as they striped me of my hoodie and sweats. They put the blades to my skin. I'd only self harmed a few times before with a razor from a pencil sharpener.

This was nothing like that. This was painful. They cut so deep I swore they hit my bones, blood gushed out and I thought about crying out but I lost my voice and no one would hear me any : I wouldn't have one, Gerard was my only love... and I was also about to die.

-So tell me, how does it feel to be like you?

Well currently I'm being cut open by some demonic demon henchmen so I can bleed out and die. I'm doing swell. What do the think, dumb asses, oh I'm fine, in only being sliced all over my body like the one boy, the one person who I loved and loved me back. My mum really doesn't give a flying fuck and my dad was out of the picture.

'You'll never take me alive,.'

I say up, pushing through Them, as their daggers slit my chest, blood was everywhere and I was feeling light headed but I had been saving my strength for this. I went to my drawer and pulled out the gun. I had it to my head, tears were spilling from my eyes, this was not what I had planned. But here I was, Them, or a gun. I'd already chosen.

I cocked the pistol, They stared at me, blood dripping from their weapons. I took a deep breath.

-Stop! You're supposed to suffer!'

I was suffering, I was bleeding out I was almost dead! But I promised to never let Them take me alive. I closed my eyes and opened Them one last time, They were gone but something was standing there. It turned around, a sad smile playing at its lips.

"Gerard?"