Toxic Love

Enough sexy suzy

    Omg what did I do. I'm standing at the bathroom door still in shock. I touch my swollen lips just as a piece of fabric lands on me. Shit I'm still naked. Grabbing the fabric, I put on the Tshirt that instantly swallows me. It smells like him, Jax I mean. I look back at him and try and form a sentence "Yyour Jjax, this is your room and oh my god. I just kissed you. I'm sso sorry" I stutter out.

   Jax laughs, it's one of the most beautiful sounds I've ever heard. "No sexy Suzy, I kissed you. I should be the one apologising". He says in remorse "It's just you licked your lips and it drove me crazy, I had to taste them. I really am sorry".

   I decide to play along and wind him up. "Your right, I was taken by surprise. You did initiate it. A stranger just boxed me in and stole my first kiss" I say dramatically touching my lips again.

   "Shit your first kiss?" Jax looks like his dog just died. I'm struggling to keep a straight face.

   I nod, putting on the best dramatic performance I can muster, I say to him " I mean it's just a kiss right? I can still get married in a Catholic Church, I don't need to tell my future husband about a kiss? I'll still go to heaven? right Jax?"

   "Fuck Suzy I didn't know... Is there anything I can do?" Jax's sat on his bed with his hands on his face. It's clearly upset him that he's just taken advantage of little old me.

     I sit beside him closely, our arms are touching and it's making my arm tingle "Actually Jax" I say and he turns to look at me "Enough of the sexy Suzy" I say cackling.

   I get thrown on the bed and pinned between two muscular arms. He's hovering over me and I know my Tshirts ridden up. I don't think life gets much better than this I think to myself, as those beautiful eyes look into mine. Next thing I know, I'm being tickled, I squeal like the girl I am and wiggle trying to get away from him. He's too strong though and clearly getting too much pleasure from my discomfort.

    There's hammering on the door and Chris and Nate burst in looking all around in alarm. Jax launches himself over me, covering my half naked body. "Get the fuck out you 2" he growls. The door closes and Jax stands up offering me his hand. I take it, I'm now standing on the bed. Jax is stood in front of me on the floor. It makes me a tiny bit taller than him. He smiles at me and tucks a wet strand of my hair behind my ear. "Let's start over shall we, hi I'm Jax" he says.

     Smiling down at his beautiful face, I reply "Hi Jax, I'm Emma Smith and I'm not a catholic virgin".

    He laughs and picks me up and puts me on the floor next too him. "Well Emma Smith, I think I like you" he says smiling and making my knees tremble. " I think we need to head downstairs and explain what the screaming was about before the front room mafia come back up, do you want to put some more clothes on?" He asks.

   I nod and walk back over to the bathroom and grab the wet towel. I put it in the wash bin and pull on some knickers and leggings, I brush my hair and clean my teeth again. I walk back into the bedroom and Jax stands up, he grabs my hand and leads us downstairs.

   We walk into the living room still holding hands, everyone's there and everyone's staring. I should be so used to this by now. No one says anything, they just stare at us. "Hey Emma, meet my cousin Jax" T smirks at us. I blush and let go of Jax's hand to walk into the kitchen. I grab a packet of fags, I don't even care who's they are and spark one up. I look up as T and Jess come in grab the fags, my hand and lead me into the garden. I've never been in the garden before. They lead me to an outhouse building. We go down a few steps and were in a big room that's got a gym on one side and a pool table and tv with sofas the other. I can't say I'm shocked anymore. This is amazing though, I'm surprised we haven't been down here before.