Toxic Love

Really Jax

    I wake up late, looking at the clock I see it's 10am. I roll over feeling cold, I normally wake up wrapped in Jaxs arms. Jax isn't in bed, I try to ignore the sinking feeling that washes over me.

    I jump out of bed and chuck on a tshirt and some leggings. I go downstairs desperately hoping Jax is here, I find him in the kitchen making coffee.

    "I was just coming up to wake you" he says, dazzling me with his killer watt smile.

    "I'm awake" I say stupidly, feeling so relieved that he's here.

    "I can see that baby" he says laughing.

   I flick his nose, in mock annoyance at the fact he's taking the piss out of me.

   Laughing still he finishes making the coffees "I made you coffee, wanna take it upstairs?" He asks.

    I nod at him smiling. Jax carries the coffees and we head back upstairs. I crawl back into bed and Jax puts my coffee on my bedside table. He walks round the bed placing his own coffee on his bedside table and sits on his side of the bed. I roll over so I can put my head on his lap.

"How you feeling today Jax?" I ask him, with double meaning.

"Fresh as a daisy baby, stop worrying, I'm not clucking. I'm looking forward to our little get away" he tells me, stroking my hair.

I'm happy, it seems Jax was right, the heroin hasn't taken a hold and I intend to keep it that way.

"What time are we leaving?" I ask.

"As soon as your ready, no rush" he replies.

I nod in response, I can't wait to spend some quality time away with Jax.

"Ok badass, what should I bring?" I ask him, sitting up to drink my coffee.

"You can bring whatever you want but only one bag Ems, we're gonna be slumming it" he says smirking.

"Wow Jax, your really selling it to me" I say shaking my head.

"Just go with it Ems, it's just gonna be me and you" he says.

I finish my coffee and get out of bed, I grab a bag and sort some clothes out. I pack a tracksuit and some leggings a few crop tops and a hoodie. Next I put my underwear in, choosing my favourite sets causing Jax to raise an eyebrow at me. I laugh shaking my head at his pervyness.

"Right I'm having a shower, you coming?" Jax asks. I let him drag me to the bathroom still laughing.

When we've washed, we both clean our teeth and get dressed. I put on some skinny black jeans and a black vest top, I put an adidas jacket on over. Jax is wearing his skinny grey jeans, fuck. Have I mentioned how hot Jax looks in them jeans. I'm a very lucky girl. Jax puts on a tight white top and a black hoody over it.

I go into the bathroom and put a bit of makeup on. I leave my hair to dry naturally, I grab my make up and toothbrush and pack them in my bag. Jax tells me he's heading downstairs to grab his last few bits. I check my bag, chucking in my purse, phone, charger and hairbrush. I'm done. I go downstairs to find Jax.

Everyone's up and about, I'm greeted with mornings and hugs. I chuck my bag on the kitchen table and take my phone out, slipping it in my back pocket. Jax walks in and puts his bag on the table next to mine.