I Don't Even Know Your Name

Who Is This Girl?

*Shawn's POV*

"I should do another Q&A, I haven't done one in a while." I spoke to myself.

I've always loved answering fan questions, I feel like I really get to know them better that way.

I whipped my phone out of my pocket, and clicked on Twitter.

"Going to answer some question that you might have, tweet me yours!" I tweeted.

Within seconds, I was getting thousands of notifications from fans asking me questions like "Do you have any pets?" and "Why are you so cute?" or "What's your favorite color?"

I answered and interesting one that read: "How did you get that scar on your stomach?"

I answered, "I got the scar from getting my appendix removed when I was young, good catch!" My fans are so good at noticing the details. I can't believe how loyal they are.

As I scrolled through more questions, I came across one that caught my eye.

"I'm a music major, so I was wondering, did you have any kind of vocal training before starting on Vine? Also, I love you!"

I was so excited to see that a fan was a musician like me. I don't get questions like this very often.

"No, I didn't have any vocal training b4 vine, but I'm sure ur better than me! Love u too!" I answered eagerly.

I never really thought I was that good of a singer when I posted videos on vine. I only started feeling like I was good when I started working with my vocal coach, and while I started recording my newest album "Illuminate".
I was curious to see who this girl was, so I clicked on her profile, and the first thing I noticed was her gorgeous profile picture. She had beautiful red, curly hair, and stunning hazel eyes. She had small lips, and was wearing a back turtle neck with some kind of long chain necklace. She looked as though she could be a model.

I looked under her username to find that her name was Ruth. I scrolled through her tweets, and noticed that she is a really active supporter of me: Judging by how many tweets she had, she seemed like a pretty big fan. My eyes wandered to her bio below her name.

"Be kind, be forgiving, and never make the same mistakes twice. Shawn Mendes | Ellie Goulding | Harry Potter | MU Class of '19 | Vocal Music Ed. | ΔΔΔ"

I love that quote. I wonder if she found that online, or if she made it up? She must be in her early twenties too, if she's graduating college in 2019. Seeing that I have fans that are older than me, always makes me smile. I'm glad I can have an impact on young people, as well older. I'm really happy that I can influence other musicians as well. If she's vocal music ed, she must know a whole lot more about music than me.

"Okay, so she knows quite a bit about music, she seems to have the same morals and interests as me.... this is like my dream girl...." I spoke aloud, then I paused.
"Who am I kidding, that's never going to happen. God you really need to stop daydreaming all the time..... I guess it does make for good song-writing though. I really need to stop talking to myself so much..."

I've been doing a lot of dreaming about girls lately. I just want to find the perfect girl, get married, grow old and have kids together. It's so hard though, being on the road all the time. But, I guess if I ever did find the right girl, and it was meant to be, it would work out. I'm sure there would be ups and downs, but that comes with every relationship, right?

"Shawn!" My thoughts were quickly interrupted by my Mum yelling from across the hall.

"What?" I said.

"Can you do the dishes please?" My Mum said while walking into my room.

"Ugh, okay Mum."

"Don't give me attitude, you have been sitting in your bed all day, you need to help around the house." Mum spoke sternly.

"Okay, sorry Mum, I think I'm just a little cranky."

"It's okay dear, I'm sure you're ready to get back to performing on tour after being home for over a month." I'm on a break from tour for the holidays, I'll be on tour again in a few weeks.

"Yeah, I'm ready to go back. But I'm still going to miss you guys."

"I know, and we will miss you too." She said, turning over her annoyed look with a sad one.

My poor family, bless their hearts. I know it must be so hard for them when I'm gone all the time. Especially my sister Aaliyah, I know she looks up to me so much. It's already so hard for me to be away from them, I can't imagine how they feel not being able to come with me.

After thinking about this for a minute, I got out of my bed, and went to the kitchen. The red-headed girl I found on Twitter, continued to invade my mind as I cleaned the dishes. I really hoped I could meet her one day.