My Everything (sequel to Secret) //EDITING//

Two

{edited}

May POV {college}

"That's the rest of them." Sadie tells me as helps me load my car with my stuff.

I start college today.

"Thanks for helping."

"Of course." She smiles. "Are you excited?"

"More nervous being away from my room." I say with a soft chuckle. "But, I'm excited to share an apartment with Adam and Ronnie." I got into Washington State on a full scholarship. Adam is doing two years at community and two years Seattle Pacific University. Ronnie got accepted to Washington State as well, which I'm happy about. We get to go together.

All of us are renting a three bedroom apartment up there. Between all three of us, it's cheaper than the dorms. Plus, I'm antisocial.

"Harry goes there." Sadie brings up making my smile fade. Silence falls between us. "You have to talk to him eventually, May."

"I can't, I-" I pause biting my lip. "I just can't."

"It's different now, May." Her eyes burn on me. "I know you miss him-" I cut her off.

"I gotta go." She doesn't know the whole story.

No one does besides Harry and I.

No one knows what happened between us.

No one knows what I did...

May POV {high school}

We're so close to the fucking stage I feel like crying.

"Harry we're so close." I say happily to Harry who's beside me.

"I know." He smiles. I lean in and kiss his lips and hug him.

"Thank you for these tickets." I tell him again.

"Thank you for being the best girlfriend." My insides heat.

The lights go down and I bite my lip. I soon see John Mayer walk on stage. My stomach drops and I freeze almost.

He begins talking.

His voice in person is amazing.

The first song plays and it's Daughters.

I love this song.

I look to Harry who's looking at me with a gentle smile.

I look back to John who's singing the chorus. I'm literally in the front row. I feel blessed. Plus, I'm in the seats right in front of him. The seats are really close to the stage oddly enough.

His brown eyes look into mine.

Literally, look into mine. Then he winks.

He

fucking

winked.

A smile curves on his thin lips and he continues singing.

I turn to Harry. "Did you see that?" I mouth.

"Sadly." I nudge him.

This is the best day ever.

John Mayer fucking looked at me, then winked. I don't think I can remain calm anymore. The next song plays and it's Neon.

I love this song so much.

Well, I say that about every song of his, if I'm being honest. I just love the whole beginning guitar solo so much. I can listen to it on repeat for hours if I'm being honest.

I pick at my lower lip nervously and focus my eyes on my favorite artist that's right in front of me. I see brown eyes glance to me every once in a while.

He does another guitar solo.

***

It's the end of the concert and I feel dead in the inside. I loved every moment of this night.

We wait for everyone to pile out.

"Thank you again." I say to Harry who just smiles.

"It's the least I can do, May." Harry says sweetly.

I turn back to the stage and feel my stomach drop.

"Hey Harry." John says to my boyfriend casually.

What?

"Hey." Harry say making me stare at my boyfriend suspiciously.

"Is this your girlfriend that you've been talking about?"

Talking about?

What?

"It is."

"Hi, May. I'm John." He extends his hand out toward mine.

"Hi." I shake his warm hand. My heart is literally pounding. "You g-guys know each other?"

"Yeah. His Dad and mine are business buddies."

What the actual fuck?

"Oh." I say with a small smile.

"Did you enjoy the concert?"

"Yeah, it was great." I compliment.

"Thanks. I'm glad you enjoyed." His feet dangle off the stage. "Harry tells me you're a big fan." I bite my lip. "What's your favorite song?"

"I don't really have one. Every song you played I would say is my favorite. Or in general." I say. John smiles.

He's so fucking cute.

"Hm, thank you." I nod. "What's your favorite album then?"

"Battle Studies."

We all talk for what it feels like is hours. John's manager tells him to wrap it up.

I get a shirt signed and then a hug.

Currently we're walking back to Harry's car.

"You know John Mayer?!" I finally exclaim. Harry laughs.

"Yes." He smirks.

"What the fuck?!" I say loudly. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I wanted to surprise you. But, I still had to buy the tickets if it helps." I chuckle.

"I just met the guy who I fangirl over everyday." I tell Harry. He leans in and pecks my lips. "Thank you."

"Of course." I press my head against his chest.

"I met John Mayer." I whisper.

"I hope you have these types of feeling about me damn." I chuckle and bite my lip. It starts to rain. The drops become more heavy. We get into Harry's car when it starts to pour. As he's about to start the car I put my hand on top of his.

I look at him, he looks at me.

"Really?" He asks with wide eyes. I nod. I smirk crawls on his lips. "In the car?"

"Why not? You can't see in because of the rain." He leans in and kisses me intensely.

"I've never done it in a car before." Harry says.

"I can finally be a first for something." I joke making Harry scoff.

A://N

another update because i'm super hype for this book

what do you think is going to happen?

Fyi

1 year ago means means may in college
2 years ago means may in high school

~lauren