My Everything (sequel to Secret) //EDITING//

Twenty Five

{edited}

May POV

Harry and I sit on his bed watching TV. I'm not even sure what movie this is but he seems to enjoy it.

"Harry?" I ask.

"Yes?" He looks at me.

"You ended stuff with that girl you were s-seeing, right?"

"Of course. Why wouldn't I have?"

"I don't know, I was just making sure."

"You ended stuff with Cody right?" Harry's voice turns low. "May, you ended stuff with him, right?"

"I was never with him." I say. His eyes look into mine.

"You guys made out outside the building. Were you guys just fuck buddies?" Harry's voice is sharp.

"He only kissed me because he saw that I was upset that you were holding hands with some girl. It was petty but that's why he did it." I explain. His eyes soften. "He's just my friend, that's it. If it helps when we kissed I didn't feel anything."

"You guys never went out?"

"No, we were just friends. We never kissed beside that or anything. We went bowling and to the movies but as friends of course."

"Okay." He looks back to the TV. I kiss his cheek and his neck.

"I love you." I squeeze his hand.

"I love you too." I smile gently.

"Um, the girl that I was seeing she spent the night once." My stomach drops. "We didn't have sex." Harry says, reading my mind.

Thank god.

"You guys just slept in the same bed?" I manage to ask. The thought of him holding some other girl makes me sick.

"Yes. That's it." I nod. "I wanted to tell you that so." I peck his lips.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah." His fingers play with mine.

"How many girls did you sleep with when we weren't together?" His head tilts. "I've been curious."

"None." My eyes widen slightly.

"None?"

"Yep, I didn't want to result into using girls again so I just drank a lot which is still bad but, yeah I didn't sleep with anyone. How many guys did you uh sleep with?"

"You really think I would sleep with other guys?" I ask timidly.

"No, but I didn't want to seem rude not asking, or assume that you didn't." I laugh.

"We're okay, right?" I ask him. I bite my lower lip.

"We are." He squeezes my hand. "Just please don't lie to me again."

"I won't." I kiss him. I snuggle my head into his chest and take a deep breath. "I'm sorry." I mutter.

"I know." His hand rests on my lower back. "I hope you know I'm going to be protective when I see you and Cody together."

"I know." I snicker.

"Okay, just a warning." Harry pauses. "Also, I told my Mom that we're okay."

"Your family hates me." I mutter.

"My Mom was really excited that we made up." He says. "Like really happy."

I look up at Harry. "They don't hate me?"

"No, they don't." I smile gently. He presses his lips against mine. "How are you and your parents?"

"The same." I mutter. "Next weekend I'm supposed to go down there to see Ellie and Sadie. Well, and their boyfriends." My eyes roll.

"Why did you roll your eyes."

"They act weird around them." Harry chuckles. "And I don't know, they seem mean. Well, everyone to me seems mean." I ramble.

"Are your parents going to be there?"

"Yep." I mumble. Harry kisses my neck. "Wanna go down there with me?" I ask.

"Do you want me too?" I nod.

"I won't have to be in awkward silence the whole weekend. Plus, I don't know if I can be 4 hours away from you. I can barely do the 7 flights away from you." Harry laughs and I grin.

"Then I'll go with you. I'm driving though."

"You always want to drive." I complain.

"No offense, your driving scares me." I nudge him.

"You're mean." My eyes scowl. "But, I just hope I don't get a ticket every time I'm in the car." He laughs.

"Go take a nap May, you look tired." I drape my arm over him and nuzzle my face into his chest. His cologne fills my nose. I hear him snicker.

"What?" I ask tiredly.

"I have a lovely view of your ass right now." I pull down the tee shirt he's letting me borrow to cover my butt. I feel his hand pull the shirt up to my back. "I wasn't complaining." I laugh.

"Stop staring, I can't sleep if I know you're staring." I mumble against him.

"Why?" His voice amused.

"Reasons." I screw my eyes shut and feel his hand drop to my butt.

"I love you."

"I love you too." I yawn. I put my leg over his.

A://N

how many times did i update today? 2???

well, i hope you enjoyed the (two) updates

i have a lot of new people reading secret and it shocks me lol

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~lauren