My Everything (sequel to Secret) //EDITING//

Twenty One

^thats what Becca looks like if you were curious

{edited}

21

May POV {2 days before}

"Good morning." Adam chirps.

"Morning."

"Sleep bad?" I glare to him and he gives me a smug smile.

"Don't." I mutter. I sip my coffee and rub my eyes with my empty hand.

Since Harry and I started the friends with benefits thing months back I haven't been sleeping the best.

Which means I don't fall asleep till 2 a.m because I can't get comfortable.

"All you have to do is call it off with him."

"How are you and Justin?" I change the topic and his eyes narrow at me.

"In love, thanks."

"Uhuh." I finish off my coffee and put my mug in the sink.

"Uhuh?" Adam asks. "You don't believe in love anymore?"

"All I said was uhuh, Adam. Did I say I don't believe in love anymore?" I defend quickly.

"Are you on your period or something?" I roll my eyes and walk back to my bedroom.

Me: busy?

Harry: yea

Harry: you ok?

Probably his new lover is over.

I thought for once having sex would take my mind off of things.

Did I just think that?

Now I'm using sex as a distraction wow.

Wait, what time is it?

I turn over my phone and see messages rolling in. I don't look at them I look at the time and it's 11.

I have until 12 to finish my essay and turn it in on some website. I look at the text messages now.

Cody: busy??

Me: I gotta finish a paper :/

Cody: we'll meet up later??

Me: yea (: 3?

Cody: sounds good !

I exit out of those messages and see the rest are from Harry.

Harry: may

Harry: just put yes or no

Harry: are you ignoring me now??

Harry: ???

Harry: r u ok yes or no

Me: yea

Harry: yes you're fine?

Me: yea

Harry: you sure?

Me: why wouldn't I be?

Harry: idk

I toss my phone off my mattress and become frustrated with myself.

It's been like this for weeks since his birthday. It's slowly eating me away and I hate it. I hate that he has this affect on me.

Maybe I should just confess to him that I love him still.

And then he'd most likely say I don't love you.

I'd rather not go through that.

Harry POV {2 days before}

"Thanks again for letting me crash here." Becca says to me as she puts her hair into a messy bun. Her eyes meet mine.

"Of course." I smile meekly. "Did you sleep fine?"

"Yeah." She kisses me and my hands fall to her waist. "We should do this more often." I smirk against her lips.

"We will." She pulls away from our kiss and bites her lower lip.

"I gotta go to work now, I'll text you later."

"Okay." I kiss her once more and she leaves my apartment.

I let out a deep breath.

I like Becca. She's smart, pretty, funny, and likes hiking and stuff. We went on a date last week and we went hiking. It was fun.

I don't know, I like being with her.

May pops into my mind making my stomach twist.

I think I should end stuff with her soon. And we'll still be friends so it's not like she won't be in my life. Just not as my girlfriend or someone I have sex with.

I stressfully tug at my roots and try to get the picture of her and Cody out of my head.

Shut up Harry.

I stand up from my dining room table and shrug.

It's just for the best if we stop having sex. We both seem to be into other people so why does it make me sick just thinking about ending it?

A://N

SHORT CHAPTER BUT IM HELLA EXCITED FOR THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS LOL

Bye

~lauren