truth or dare // phan au

sixty-six

phil's pov
i don't know what's happening.
and frankly, i don't want to.
i hear nurses and doctors shouting above me.
they're using terms i don't understand.
i don't know what they're saying.
i really don't want to.
i'm dying.
this is it.
i know it is.
i can feel it.
i don't know how.
i just can.
this is it.
my only regret is that i have to leave dan.
i didn't t even get to say goodbye.
i feel tears slipping down the sides of my face as i'm operated on.
"please." i mange to say. my voice cracks as i start to sob.
they don't hear me.
"i need to- i need to say goodbye- i can't just- just leave him!"
they hear me.
"who are you talking about?" one of the nurses ask.
"d-dan, my b-boyfriend." everyone in the room looks at one another.
"okay, bring him in." one of the doctors say.
"you can't be serious!" says another.
"yea! i am serious. listen, this boy is dying-" he looks at me. "sorry-" he looks back at the other doctors and nurses."it's true. you all know it. so, why not let him say goodbye."
one of the nurses starts to cry and mutters something about the fact that i'm dying is not fair- that i'm too young.
"well, come on! someone go get 'em." i smile, and, if only for a second, i'm happy.

a/n: degrassi next class is amazing i love it sm