#2 Scars Of A Warrior

Chapter 53: Will You Still Love Me?

*Erin's pov*

[Monday morning May 5th tomorrow is Drew's birthday Jay and I have been talking all night we're sitting in the kitchen he says:]

"Is this really what you want to do babe?"

"It's what I have to do. I'm gonna die if it doesn't happen."

"I know. I'm gonna miss it."

"Me too. Do it before I change my mind."

"Okay."[Erin's hair is in a ponytail I turn the shaver on Erin says:]

"Stop."

"You're lucky that this shaver got jammed."

"Jay."

"Yea."

"I want the surgery."

"Are you sure?"

"I promised the girls that I would be there for their weddings and for the delivery. Oh my god. Lexi and Addi are pregnant and Dylan and Alexis are getting married. This is gonna be one hell of a ride."

"Yea. Double mastectomy? You know if you want to you can always get implants after the surgery."

"It's a bag of water. What if it pops or something?"

"That sounds really hot for some reason. When we were messing around in the hospital I went to tell the kids to go home and well it was full salute and they saw it."

"Haha. I'm sorry that's just really funny. Wait did Andrew?"

"No. He was asleep thank goodness. When they were leaving Nate hugged me and gave me a condom said to just use protection I was a little confused then I looked down. I didn't even realize it until he said something. He just said: (Mom is very beautiful. I'm just glad you still find her attractive.)"

"Would you still find me attractive if I didn't have breasts?"

"Would I miss them? Yes I would. Would it matter to me if you had them? No you're perfect to me."

"If I have the surgery and there wasn't anything left to save would you leave me if I didn't have breasts?"

"It would take some getting use to but no I wouldn't because what we have is everything to me."[Adrianna and Alexis come downstairs they come into the kitchen. Alexis is wearing Brysen's shirt Addi is wearing Jared's shirt she says:]

"Hi. I thought I heard voices down here."

"You are wearing clothes right?"

"No. We just had sex."

"I thought I heard someone moaning. Get it Dani."

"Alexis Danielle Halstead you had sex in my house?"

"I wasn't the only one so did Dylan and Nate. See unlike you and Daddy we know how to be quiet when we have sex. Relax I'm kidding Dad. Brysen was giving me a massage. Now that felt amazing. We're waiting until our wedding night. His choice."

"Okay."

"I was hoping to talk to you guys. All three of you."

"Is everything okay?"

"Yes. I was just hoping we could clear the air about everything that's happened to me and Alexis."

"Okay."[we end up talking all night long]

*Drew's pov*

[I wake up at 7:00am get dressed and go on a run I go back to the house and into the kitchen nobody is here I go upstairs and take a shower I hear a door shut I say:]