Victoria POV
We came back with Kaya from classes. I stripped quickly and went to my room. I wanted to go to sleep. Stop thinking about everything what happened. It hurts so much. I slumped helplessly on the bed and I almost fell asleep when Kaya came into my room.
- Do not even think about sleeping, Viki. You finally have to get a grip of yourself. - She said seriously.
- I want to do nothing. Give me a break.
- This last for week. How long do you intend to remain in this despair? Why would you even broke up with him if you suffer so much now?
- I will be fine soon. And he would be better without me.
I did not say his name from weeks. At the mere mention of those three letters, I start to cry. I have also no information on him. Kaya not once want to tell me, but I do not want to listen. I have to forget him quickly to begin to function normally.
- He is not better. For several days ...
- I do not want to listen to that. - I interrupted her.
I went under the blanket and covered my head with pillow, to not listen to Kaya.
- This time you listen and maybe understand something.
Kaya tugged the pillow, behind I was hiding and exposed my face. I looked at her in surprise. Why she suddenly behave like this? She never do such things.
- Jin lying in bed for a week. He has pneumonia.
I winced again at the sound of his name, and the second time when I realized that it was my fault that he's ill.
- I'm sorry about that, but I do not how to help him. I'm not a doctor.
- The doctor already took care of him. Now he needs only motivation for a speedy recovery.
- Guys take care of him. Kaya, give me a brake. - I snatched of pillow from her hands and turned my back to her.
I heard the girl sigh with resignation and leaves the room. I closed my eyes. I wanted a dream come soon. When I sleep, I'm not thinking about anything. I was not able to fall asleep. I heard the phone vibrates in my bag, which lay on a chair. I did not want to talk with anyone, but I should at least see who it was. I stood up and dug reluctantly for cell. I was pleasantly surprised when she saw the name of Charles on the display. I wondered for a moment whether to reject a call, but in the end I needed a distraction, so I picked up.
- Hello. - I said.
- Hey, Viki. We do not speak for a week. What's up? - he sounded very happily. Maybe his good humor infect me too.
- Nothing interesting. - I replied indifferently.
- What happened, Viki? You sound like you're crying. - She said seriously.
- I've got some problems recently.
- I'll be right at you.
- Wait. I do not ... Hello? Charles?
Too late, he hung up. And what do I do now? I present a picture of misery and despair, and here will soon be boy who I loved not so long ago. Damn it! I got up from the place. I fixed the bed quickly. I recombine my hair and changed my t-shirt. That's all I could do until I heard the sound of the intercom. Kaya looked at me surprised when I moved down the hallway to the door.
- Who is this? - She called from her room.
- Colleague.
Charles rang the doorbell. I quickly opened up and let him inside.
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