What's Wrong With Me

Star: Why To Me?

My mind is a tsunami of emotions. First Marco goes off with Jackie all the time and leaves me alone, then gets mad when I hang out with Oskar. Next he gets mad at ME for hanging out with Oskar! Why, it's not like Oskar ever did anything? All he's been is nice. He came and we would have a great time! It's nothing like fighting monsters but it's still fun. Yet Marco just had to do this to me! I've never done anything to him and then he just goes and hates me.

I kept running. I don't know I could run for so long, but I guess I can. The night air was cold and the wind brisk as I ran down the street. I started to lose feeling in my legs, yet I just kept going. I was at the point when my lungs couldn't take it no more, and I feel.

When I looked up I realized I had no idea where I was. As I scanned the area around me I notice nothing was there but a few trees. I turned around to see the Marco's house. I can never go back. I just can't! Marco puts me through to much. One day we'll be laughing and having fun. The next he'll be yelling at me for a stupid reason. With some days me falling for him! Wait...did I just say that. I was still, everything makes sense now. I like Marco... I can't believe I liked him this whole time. That's why I was never truly happy with Oskar, Marco was always there in that back of my mind. But...Marco's with Jackie... and not me... Marco doesn't even want to be my friend, why should he want to be my boyfriend? I loved the thought of that word, boyfriend. If only. I'm glad I can at least be honest with myself when it comes to who I like now. Thinking about that fact I just lost someone so important to me came back to me. I'm dead to him. Tears rolled down my face.

I soon realized I was sobbing on the ground.
Why did this have to happen?!? I can't go on like this, I have to forget. Everything. I can't be here anymore, to many memories. I need to get away, far away!