Together

Chapter 14

Chloe's POV

It was only 12pm when I finally left the bathroom, I was in complete shock, I know it shouldn't be this surprising but it just is

I was really shaky and it felt like everything was spinning, so much so that almost immediately after I left I was back in the bathroom, throwing up rather violently into the toilet

I felt so ashamed, I don't know why, I just couldn't explain it and it was an awful way to feel about the fact I was having a baby

Ryan and Toby were gonna hate me I was sure of it, neither of them had any interest in having a baby around

What the hell was I supposed to do?

I spent the rest of my time alone panicking, I was trying to figure everything out and it wasn't working

At about half 3 I heard the front door and then close again meaning Ryan and Toby were home

I'd been crying so I quickly tried my best to cover that up before heading downstairs with a fake smile and trying not to shake because of how nervous I was

I began psyching myself up to tell them about it, I was so nervous but knew the longer I waited the harder I'd find it

I reached the bottom of the and went to nervously begin when Toby came running past me, with his friends to the couch

Shit yeah no I am not saying anything to anyone until they've gone home

I turned to run back up stairs to hiding when Ryan caught me

"Chlo honey you gonna come say hi or am I just gonna have to be sad and lonely?" He joked, that made me chuckle a little, this is why I love him, he can always make me laugh

I follow him into the kitchen so we aren't all PDA in front of Toby and his friends, he'd riot if we just casually started snogging in front of his friends, the thought is pretty funny though

But that's how we got here isn't it

But then my mind comes back to what I have to tell him, I can't do it now though

I half heartedly give him a kiss but he seems to notice I'm not really in what we're doing on some level, how does he always know what's going on in my head? It's like he can read my mind

"Babe whats up?" He asks me gently, trying to make eye contact but I look away

"Nothing, I've gotta go do something upstairs, I'll see you in a bit" I tell him hurriedly before giving him a kiss on the cheek and then running out of the room

I went up to our bedroom and spent an hour and a half letting my mind run away with me, I just couldn't control it

Of course I'd end up chickening out of this, I have to tell him, I know that and I know it has to be today but what if he doesn't want a baby, what do I do?

I was starting to get myself all worked up about this and then I heard something that just make everything so much worse

I heard Toby say my name so I was about to go down to see if he needed something when I then heard

"She's so fake though it's actually funny I mean she's clearly a total slut, he's so getting played, wouldn't be surprising if she was sleeping around"

D...did Toby just say that about me? I...I thought we were really getting somewhere

I run back through my bedroom, into the bathroom and lock the door, I slide down the door until I'm just sat in a ball on the floor crying, why did this have to happen again?!

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DUN DUN DUNNNNN! What do you think will happen next, what's Chloe gonna do? And how will Ryan and Toby react to her pregnancy? Xoxo