I, Ache Vol. III

Confessions | Short Story

Written by TinapieCV

Dear Ache,

I would like to tell you a story of how I unexpectedly found love yet had my heart broken a mere two months later. Charot. This is actually a tale of disappointment more than anything else, and I'm not really sure if love figured in it. Ok, maybe it did play a part. Just a little though. So let me begin the story with my third boyfriend Aldrin.

Aldrin is really smart, handsome af, mestizo, matangkad, and everything that I wanted in a man. And it seemed too good to be true that he liked me as much as I liked him. Then it hit me; there was a catch. He had a girlfriend at that time, Si Melissa. But I guess I really wanted him so bad that I allowed myself to become the third wheel. Effing shet. The other girl. Yung mang-aagaw. Yung haliparot na malandi. Even my friends were shocked that we were together. Pero kebs. Mahal ko na eh.

Eventually Aldrin and Melissa broke up, then it was my turn. Tangina. He was blessed, if you know what I mean. My God he was a monster in the sack! Sex with him was amazeballs!

One time we went to Baguio with some friends and we rented this cheap place at the heart of the city. While everyone was out gallivanting in Burnham Park, Aldrin and I stayed behind for some "quality time" together.

We started making out and it didn't take long before things turned hot and heavy. I remember I was wearing this gray camisole with matching thong panties that I bought specifically for our trip. He unceremoniously removed my top, leaving me clad only in my underpants, and stared at me like I was the sexiest woman he has ever seen.

Our lips crashed again as he laid me on the lower bunk bed, his hard shaft poking my abs. I was unable to hold back a moan when he moved my panties aside and slid his long, slender finger inside me at the same time that he lightly bit my nipple before sucking it into his mouth. As he continued to fondle my g-spot, he slithered down my body and I almost screamed when his tongue unerringly found the small nub that had me cursing and calling out for God.

Just when I was on the verge of climax, he stopped to lick his lips and looked at me with a wicked glint in his eyes. Then he stood to remove his boxers, and suddenly I was the one wetting my lips in anticipation. He sat on the edge of the bed and I straddled him, slowly lowering myself onto his shaft until he filled me completely. We moaned in unison then I rode him hard while tightly gripping the frame of the top bed as he alternately kneaded and laved my nips until I reached my peak. It was probably one of the best orgasms of my life.

We were together for four tumultuous years but it was a far cry from the kind of relationship that I dreamt of when I was a hopelessly romantic and starry-eyed teenager. Madalas kami mag-away, even if the reasons were really petty. He was too possessive. Pakiramdam ko nasasakal nya ako.

Yet I loved him despite his flaws. He was a good man and he treated me like his queen.

But there came a time when I felt that I've had enough. It was like we weren't growing as a couple. And I got sick and tired of always fighting with him. Hindi na healthy. Hindi na ako masaya.

And then, by some twist of fate, I met Derek. Derek was funny, bully pero cute, super malambing, and very thoughtful. He was tall like Aldrin, though he was a bit fat. But I liked it. He was like my personal, huggable, giant teddy bear.

Derek was completely different from Aldrin. We could go on for hours just talking to each other and not get tired of it. That's how good of a conversationalist he was. Oh, I already broke up with Aldrin even before I started going out with Derek. I just wanted to make that clear.