I, Ache Vol. III

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Written by mjcathy24

Dear Ache,

They say you can never forget your first time. What more if during your first time, both you and your boyfriend are quite clueless on the matter?

My boyfriend and I have been frenemies and housemates for the longest time - 3 years to be exact - when he suddenly realized that I was the one he really wanted to be with. It was a roller coaster courtship as we waited for the perfect timing to get together - but that's a tale I'll reserve for another story (wink).

We've just been officially a couple for one month spending the last two weeks heavily making out and frustrating the hell out of each other when one night, after rubbing against each other through our clothes, I pushed him away and exclaimed, "Shit, kung hindi pa natin itutuloy ito, ayaw ko na!"

"Anong ayaw mo na?" My boyfriend asked me in a baffled tone, his mind probably addled since all the blood he has is currently in his stiff penis which is tenting his shorts.

"Babe, let me make it simple for you since ibang ulo mo ang nag-iisip ngayon," I said as I flicked his cock, making him wince. "Do you want to have sex with me or not?"

The quick changes in his expression from surprised to excited to concerned would have been comical if I wasn't feeling so sexually frustrated. "Spill it. Anong problema at bakit ganyan ang mukha mo? Akala ko ba ang mga lalaki mahilig sa sex? Hello, eto na, ako na ang nag-o-offer tapos biglang sisimangot ka?"

"Hindi naman sa ganon, babe," Rich replied with a wince. "Gusto ko. Gustung-gusto. Tingnan mo nga ang junior ko, ang tigas-tigas pa rin; paanong hindi mo masasabi na di ko gusto. Pero..."

I narrowed my eyes at him, egging him on to continue yet warning him to be careful with his next words.

"Pero kasi, ano... ano pa kasi ako..."

I grabbed his penis, squeezed it tight as he howled in pain and told him, "Ano?!? Ano yun, sabihin mo or else hihigpitan ko pa hawak ko!"

"Virgin-pa-kasi-ako-at-hindi-ko-alam-kung-ano-ang-gagawin!" he blurted out in one breath.

My eyes widened and my mouth hung open like a fish out of water.

"You've got to be kidding me. Seriously? E di ba since Grade 6 ka you've always had a girlfriend, only taking a 2-month breather then on to the next girl up until your last girlfriend, Lanie? Paanong virgin ka pa rin hanggang ngayon?" I asked in an incredulous tone, covering my face with my hands as my hopes of getting devirginized this evening started to dwindle down.

"Babe, gentleman ako. Pinalaki ako ng mama ko na may respeto sa mga babae. Hanggang kiss sa cheek nga lang ako sa lahat ng mga naging nobya ko," he explained as he gently rubbed his dick through his shorts.

Great. Just great. Not only will I be his first time when it comes to sex, I was also his first kiss it seems! "Jusme, mas may experience pa pala ako kesa dito. Kaya pala basa kung humalik," I muttered under my breath.

"So what do we do now? Ayoko nang maghintay, I'm so frustrated already pero ang hirap naman na pareho tayong tanga!" I stood up and paced by the bed.

"Maybe... maybe we can watch porn together tapos gayahin natin?" he said in an eager tone. "Lahat ng ginagawa natin, dun ko lang ginaya e."

That piqued my interest. Up until this time, at my spinsterish age of 23, I haven't watched porn at all. The only things I knew about sex, I learned through my Harlequin books. Well, that and watching a few movies by Zalman King (which are just soft porn, I know). "Okay, game. But where will we get a VCD? At this late hour?"