Everything About You ➳ l.p

21} Together Again

♡Liam's POV♡

She loves me. I'm pretty sure I heard that right. But, if she has always loved me I still don't understand why she would have broken up with me. This is all just so confusing. I want her back more than anything... I just don't know if she wants me back. If she really loved me would she have broken up with me for something so stupid?

We've been broken up for so long... What if she didn't mean that she loved me that way? What happens if she meant she loved me as a friend? I don't think I could think of her as just a friend... I've tried it and it's not easy.

She just somehow means so much to me. She always has a place in my mind that I visit more than once a day. I can't remember a time when I didn't think about her. We were broken up for 6 months and every single day I thought about Emily...

It's not something that I can help. She kind of just sticks in my mind. I know that sounds stupid, but it's true... She's all I think about. She's all I've been able to think about since the break up.

How can you blame me? She's beautiful, smart, funny, amazing, perfect. The list goes on... I groan and flip over on my stomach burying my face into the pillow.

Why is it so hard to tell someone how you feel? Why is it so hard to believe that the one you love may not feel the same? Love has no words. You can only feel it. You can't express it by the vagueness of a common word.

Some may say that they love you more than their life itself. But really is that even the correct explanation of love? Love is so much better than words.

"Liam?" Zayn called through the door snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I answered back to him.

"Can I come in?"

"Sure."

He opened the door and walked in shutting it behind him. He looked down to the floor and back at me. He looked like he had something to say but didn't know how to say it.

"You've been up here a while... You haven't come down since breakfast. I was worried about you." He said calmly.

"Actually I need to talk to you too Zayn." I say breaking the silence.

I sit up on the bed hanging my legs off the side. I rub the back of my neck and take a deep breath.

"Sure what is it mate?" He says meeting my eyes.

"I want to talk about Emily..." I said slowly.

"What about her?"

"Well... I want to get back together with her. But... I don't know if she feels the same way."

He stood there and stared for a minute. He was looking at me as if I were an idiot, like my question didn't make sense.

"Emily wants to get back together with you Liam." He said sitting down next to me.

"How can you be sure? She broke up with me once already... I don't want it to happen again." I explain.

"Liam... You have to stop living in the past. That's done and gone. Maybe she was scared. I'm not sure why but whatever happened, happened for a reason. You can't help it and you can't change it. So let it go. There's no point in thinking about it. It's only going to affect your decisions negatively."

I paused and looked down at my intertwined hands. He's right. I have to stop living in the past. I have to forget what's happened so that I can write my future.