Everything About You ➳ l.p

23} Pointless Pillow Fights

♡Liam's POV♡

I'm so happy that Emily has agreed to be in a secret relationship. I couldn't ever think of her as less than a friend no matter how hard I had tried. She is just so amazing. The way her perfectly straight blonde hair falls down her back. The way her perfect chocolate eyes sparkle when I call her beautiful. The way her cheeks turn a rosy red when she's embarrassed. She is just all around perfect to me.

I can over look her flaws. Sure she has them, everyone does. I'm not scared to admit that. I know that she is conscious of them but every girl is. But no matter how many times she asks I'll always tell her she's perfect. Why would I lie to her? To me she's perfect. Even through her scars she's beautiful. She's had a rough history. But I think she's slowly getting over the fear of herself.

It's been a while since she's last self harmed. But most of that time she was either unconscious or didn't know who I was. That was the most painful thing I had to endure, feeling how I felt for her and she didn't even know who I was. That's not true. The worst thing that's ever happened to me was when she broke up with me. All because of some stupid fans.

Sometimes I wish the fans wouldn't be so critical. That they'd appreciate what we have instead of trying so hard to get rid of it because they're jealous. I love the fans. We'd be nowhere without them. But sometimes they can go overboard.

That's what made me so mad about everything. They'd always hurt Emily with the comments on twitter. Telling her how she didn't deserve me or their hurtful opinions on her appearance. How could they ever hate something so wonderful as Emily. She's just so amazing that I can't describe it. Before her it was black and white but then she came and brought color to my world. I don't know what I'd do without her.

I wish I could do something with her... But I can't. We can't be seen together in public unless we're with the boys... Managements orders. We have to be so confidential that we can't even stand next to each other... If we're all together she has to be completely on the other side. Just so that the fans won't suspect anything.

Being in a secret relationship is hard... I just want to tell the world that we're dating because she's worth it. I know it sounds cliche but I'd do anything just to make her happy. Just seeing her smile is enough for me to be happy.

A knock on my bedroom door interrupted my thoughts. I say up in my bed lowering the volume on my telly.

"Come in!" I shouted as the door opened slowly.

"Hey." Emily said and entered, shutting the door behind her.

"Hi, what's up?"

"Nothing I brought some popcorn. I thought we could watch a movie together or something."

I hadn't noticed it but she carried a big bowl of popcorn as she came and sat on my bed next to me. I shuffled over and held up the blanket as she crawled underneath, laying her head on my shoulder.

"Sounds like a plan. What do you want to watch?" I asked, putting an arm around her shoulder.

"You pick." She said as she popped a piece of popcorn into her mouth.

"It was your idea you pick."

"Fine." She hesitated, thinking before answering. "Um we could watch... The Hunger Games?"

"Sure why not." I chuckled at her answer.

"What?"

"I don't know."

"Come on Liam. Tell me why you laughed at me!" She smiled as I raised out of my bed to the entertainment center.

"I wasn't laughing at you... I was-... Okay maybe I was laughing at you. But that's not the point." I laughed again scanning the line of DVDs for The Hunger Games.