♡ Emily's POV ♡
I've been in the hospital for a few days at least. It's hard to keep track. But according to the nurse I'd be able to go home soon... I don't want to be here any more. I just want to go home. I want things to go back to normal. With Liam and the boys. I just wish the time would go by quicker...
I had Liam to help me waist some of that time. He told me that everyone thinks I was in a car crash. Even management, who already doesn't like me. If they knew I'd tried to commit suicide, they'd say I was a bad influence for Liam and never let me see him again, because he can't waste his time and feelings on a girl who doesn't value her own life. Which is true but I'd never let Liam know that.
Liam reads me tweets from fans telling me to get better and the ones sending me good regards. Although he never read me the hate I knew it was there. But Liam would never read those hurtful things to my face. He respected me enough that he didn't even let me know there was any.
Liam is the sweetest person I've ever known. He cares about me way more than he's entitled to. He wouldn't ever let anything happen to me. I appreciate that so much because I've never had someone like him in my life. Someone who loves me so unconditionally, and someone who is willing to put all of my flaws behind him and just love me.
Our small conversation was interrupted by all the boys walking in. I looked up from Liam and greeted them with a smile.
"Hope we're not interrupting." Niall smiled.
"Of course not. How are you guys?" I asked after everyone walked in.
"I think the more appropriate question is how are you?" Melissa said limping through the door last.
A tear suddenly spilled down my cheek. I was happy to see my best friend especially since she hadn't come to see me since I've woken up. I missed her so much.
"I'm fine. Getting better." I said as she made her way over to my bed.
"That's so good to hear." She said a tear trickling down her pink cheek as well.
She was hesitant to reach out to me at first but quickly came down and wrapped me in a hug. It was so good to see that she's okay. As soon as she let go I noticed the cast on her left leg. It was because of my mum that she's hurt.
"Melissa... I'm so sorry about your leg..." I said glancing down at the purple plaster attached to her leg.
"It's not your fault Em. Besides it was just a minor break. Nothing severe." She shrugged.
I slowly nodded. The door opened and all heads turned to see who had entered. It was my normal nurse followed by a man in a long white coat, which I guessed was the doctor.
"Sorry for interrupting but we really need to speak to Ms. Tanner." He said with a worrisome look expressed in his eyes.
"It's fine they can hear whatever you need to say." I told him and he lightly nodded looking into the folder that was underneath his arm.
Liam grasped my hand as if he would never see me again. I looked up at him and his sad eyes met mine.
"Ms. Tanner. You're being released from the hospital but are required time in rehab." The doctor said and looked up at me. "Your suicide attempts were just too drastic. I'm sorry."
I didn't want to go to rehab... I didn't want to go anywhere like that. It wouldn't help me. I know it won't.
"Isn't there any other option?" Liam asked frantically.
"I'm afraid not... I'm sorry." The doctor responded, tucking his folder back underneath his arm.
Liam looked down at me but I just continued to look straight ahead. I couldn't believe I'm actually going to rehab. It's like my world stopped and I couldn't hear or see anything. Except I could hear and see...
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