A Little More You

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

(Connor's POV)

I got home after going to Rovie's. Is it so wrong for me to visit her? I care about her. Yes, I admit. I like her. I do not know if this messed up feeling increased or something.

When I overheard she's sick, I bought her food and visited her. But her stupid friend had to be in the way. That Jessa. What the hell is her problem?

Oh right. I am her problem. 😏

After I told her that Riley has a thing for her best friend was fun. She bought it. Now I'm confused as to why she was at Rovie's. Maybe they made up? Welp. I guess I'm going to find another life to ruin. Lol, just kidding.

After seeing Meghan the other day, I do not feel anything. Nothing. Like it all vanished. Sure I am happy to see her, but not in a way that I would want to be her tail again.

We just became friends all of the sudden. She told me about her side, and apologized. And that's good enough for me.

Smiling to myself, I flapped my way up to my room. Trust me I feel like a baby chick in these crutches. On my way up, Riley jogged his way downwards. My eyes widened, he might bump me on purpose and I might fall to my death bed.

"Don't look panic. I'm not like you who seeks revenge on other people." He said and left.

I chose to ignore him.

I literally dived onto my bed and threw my crutches at the side. It got me thinking...

Meg and I are okay now...

I just questioned myself, What's the whole point of this? Obviously all I need was proper closure from her. And now I feel fine. Ruining other people's lives was fun while it lasted, but somehow, I need to fix that.

I want to not care. But unfortunately, my heart is soft like a marshmallow.

I have fallen for someone hard.

But I made a mistake.

A lot of mistakes.

Being angry for no reason.

Being angry at the wrong people who did no wrong.

Being angry at myself for this... for my immaturity, stupidity, and heartlessness.

I have to fix this.

So Rovie would accept me fully.

I know she hates how I acted. I'm sure she has the heart to forgive me. I mean, all people do.

I think I'm just going to tell her Hey, I ruined you and your friends' lives, I separated Jessa and Riley, I made Riley look bad so you'd stay away from him, I talked to Cameron to stay out of your life as well, and I put a cockroach in Kiamy's lunch one time. She found it crunchy. I hope you can forgive me, we can start over again. And I like you.

She'll definitely beat the crap out of me when those words came out from my mouth.

I rolled to the other side of my bed.

Damn. I made a hella lot of mistakes.

Groaning, I questioned to myself. What should I do? How am I going to explain to her about everything I have done? I have to do it before one of her friends spill the beans, my threats won't last long. Riley is fighting, and so does Cameron secretly.

I took my phone and texted Rovie. I hope she feels better tomorrow because I will surprise her. And I have to fix things with Riley before anything else.