Handwritten Words

I'm Human

I'm not smart
I'm not good
I'm not innocent
Nor are you.

I don't know
The numbers shown.
You know?
The numbers that they show in math class.

I don't know
The challenges
Of life.
The only reason I know some
Is because the problems that I have.

I still don't know
Half of life
I'm just starting to live my life.
Not free
But something.
Getting to be what I want.

I'm not smart.
I'm not good.
Nor am I innocent
Nor are you.

I have a dirty mind
That thinks wrong stuff
I have a weird mind
That thinks bad stuff.

I have a bad reputation
The teachers think that I'm a bad person.
I swear I'm not bad
I'm actually good.
Just because I dress in black
Doesn't mean that I am bad
But that doesn't mean I'm also innocent.

I will admit
I've done some stupid things.
I will admit
I've tried to spread my wings.
Just because I look bad and have done some wrong things
That doesn't mean I'm a criminal
Bad influence
Or anything
That just means I'm human
You see?

I'm not wrong in this.
I'm only wrong in math equations.
I don't know how to calculate problems.
But I do know how to calculate reality.

Reality is
I'm human
I'm real
I'm not made out of steal.
I can be good
I can be bad
I can be anything
But I can't be perfect.

I'm no robot
I won't always say the right thing
Nor do the right thing.
Not even the most greatest person on earth is perfect
So why would I be?

I'm only human
Just like you.
Just because of my clothing
Looks
Style
And ways
That doesn't mean I'm bad in any way.

I'm a good person.
With a bad life.
Living in a hell of a world.
Just waiting for time to slip by.

I'm a person
With a heart
It's not made out of stone
It breaks sometimes.
Do you understand now?

I'm not bad.
You probably have just seen my bad side.
Sorry bout that.
But I'm good
Not perfect
But good.

I can feel okay
I can feel happy
I can feel broken
And I can feel sad.

I have feelings too.
I'm human
Just like you.
Did ya get the memo?
I'm human
Just like you.