Handwritten Words

To My Ex-Best Friend

I talked to you today
The energy wasnt really much exciting
But, I talked to you today
Your eyes looked at me

I told you the truth today
The truth about everything
About how you broke me down
and how you werent there when I was unhappy

I told you today
About how I wasnt safe
How non of us were
And how you were not there to save

You were just a standing pole
Out there in the cold
Not saying much
Just growing old

I talked to you today
You didnt even wave
But you listened at least
You listened to her tears, and me yelling "PLEASE"

I hate you
For what you've done
But I love you too
That's how you tell I'm dumb!

But I talked to you today
And now I must pray
Cause the only thing you said
Is that offend

Open your eyes and see
What's inside of me
(In her)
Cause I've been through that shit before
Dont you dare lie.
"It's not all my fault"

Bitch, yes it was
You tore her apart
But even then it's fine
You waved goodbye

Goodbye former best friend
Didnt believe we could end
But I guess it did
For the best

But, I talked to you today...
We're not friends
We are only ex's
With many sins.