Handwritten Words

I Still

I still have you in mind
Have you in mind all the time
Sometimes I can't even sleep at night.

I still love you.
Love you so much that I could fall for you.
But part of me doesn't want me to.

I still care for you.
Care so much that I'm run miles for you.
Care so much that I'd take a bullet for you.
But would you?

I still believe in you.
Not only in you but what we could have too.
I still believe that one day we can do everything we say.

I still have hope.
Small and little but it's still there.
Hope that one day i could call you my friend.

You know what else?

I still remember.
Remember everything you said
All the words dance around in my head.
Remember every thing you did
Remember everything you denied,
Even though the truth hadn't said it's goodbye.

I still know all the lies you pulled.
The ones you thought I'd never know
The ones you believed I'd never figure out
Well look now.

I still remember.
I still know.
I still have hope.
And I'm still here.

What was once a blessing
Could always become a curse.