Handwritten Words

Lied Fantasy

Our love was only ever a fantasy
A fairytale that only helped you lie to me.
I fell in your trap, yes I did
But I didnt believe that you'd leave me like you did.

You killed me inside
Will all your fucking lies
Stabbed me behind my back
And then make me sigh.
But I still gave you chances
Gave you more opportunities to play with me
Yet you never fixed your messed up melody.

Why the fuck you playing me dirty?
I was real with you and you never gave shit to me.
Yes, I'm angry
and yes I'm salty
What else do you expect in a girl that you left  blankly.

But even then, I dont hate you
You dont either.
You love me too.
You even told me face to face.
If that as true then why did you leave in the first place?

You say you still love me and what a future.
I wished you could of thought of that sooner.

But hey..I didnt realize
That was just another one of your lies.
Now you in the other arms of another guy
Saying that you love him
You could tell that you wouldnt deny.

Sad how I'm still head over heals for you.
It's like I'm spelled, what did you do?
If I was just another girl you couldve told me
Now I'm ashamed to say that without you
I'm lonely..