Handwritten Words

Depression is not easy.

Depressed is not easy

You can't just come in and out like a heartbeat.

It's more then just being stuck,

more than just being sad.

You won't understand.

Depression is not easy.

You can get it at any time.

Even when you least expect it.

It's not as easy as you think.

You can't get out in a heartbeat.

Depression is not easy.

You are slowly walking away from a world

filled with pride,

honest,

and happiness.

Into a world filled with no color,

no shine,

no life.

You are lost in that world.

You BELIEVE there is no way out,

but you are just blind because there is!

But it's that feeling of sadness,

loneliness,

and hurt that makes you feel lost.

Lost in your tears

and even lost in your heart.

Depression is not easy.

It makes you feel mixed,

confused,

and just done.

It makes you think a certain way,

a negative way.

Cutting,

harming,

DEATH.

Depression is not easy.

When you think you're okay,

you find yourself falling again.

There IS no way out.

I know how it feels.

I've seen it,

heard it,

been there before.

Depression is not easy.

It ruins your mind,

just like it did mine.