Handwritten Words

One Thing I Don't Hate

I hate everything around me.
The sky
The clouds
Words
And all nouns.

I hate all the sounds that comes through me.
The music
The voices
The talks
All annoying.

I hate every color
Yellow
Blue
Purple
Red

I hate everything around me
Except one thing
One thing that keeps me going
One thing that keeps me standing
And that's you.

I don't know why
Sigh
So many times
Oh, so many countless times
That you've broken my heart
So many times that I've had to restart
Restart from losing myself because of you
Losing myself and not knowing what to do
I'm crazy in love with you
I will admit
I've gone so far to put with all your shit
I've never once left your side
Then theres you
100 times, no lie.

People ask how I don't hate you
Just like i do everyone else
Just like i do everything else
But for some reason
You're different to me
Better than anyone else will ever be

But, all I say is
" I don't hate him but I hate me "
Because I know that he'll never see
See the beauty in me
But only see someone who's next to him through everything.

But I still hate everything
Everything all around me
Except something
You.