Handwritten Words

I wish

I wish I could throw a rock at you so you could get a glimpse of how much I hurt.
I wish I could yell and scream all the horrible things you've done to me
I wish I could call you a whore, knowing that it's true.
I wish I could tell you thank you, even though I truly hate you.

What a fake game that you played.
You blinded my vision so I only saw what seemed to be the truth.
But all along,
I was wrong.

Trust is a hard thing to do with someone that you knew from a beginning, was toxic.
You should know.
You hubby cheated on you.

Love.
What a strong word to say.
How dare you say that to me, turn your back, and betray?
You weren't just family,
I saw you as everything I could be.
Thinking of it now,
I don't want to live your life.
Wild
Crazy
Blurry
Sick

I wish I could pick you up and drive you around,
To show you all the places and read you my story.
Would you keep my book?
I wish you could grab me and tell me how much I meant to you,
Even though I know it's not true.

Let me right you a little poem.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Why do you craze death on me
When I've done nothing on you.