Nagising ako sa malakas na alarm na nasa tenga ko lang.
Naka earphone pala ko.
Early training, as always..
Pag gising ko para kong hinihingal.
At inisip ko yung mga nangyari kahapon
Inisip ko kung totoo ba yun, o panaginip lang.
Hindi nagtagal lumabas ng cr si Jia at lumapit sakin.
"Morning Bei"
Yakap at halik sa pisngi.
"Thank you Lord!"
"Huh? Bakit ?"
"I thought it was real. "
"What are you talkin' about?"
"I dreamed of you and miguel."
"About what?"
" Nasa jsec daw tayo nun, when Miguel came to us. He gave you a bouquet of flowers and then he kissed you on your cheeks."
"Panaginip lang yan! Di yan mangyayari sa personal"
"Promise me, Hindi na tayo maghihiwalay ha? "
" I promise. Sayo pa talaga nang galing yan ha, Haha!"
"I love you "
"I love you too"
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After the training, diretso kaming lahat sa mga class namin.
Tatlo lang ang class ko, kay Jia apat
Habang may 2 hours break pa ko, naisip ko nalang na maglakad lakad nalang dito around the campus.
It's too big. Pero gusto ko talaga maglakad ngayon
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Medyo malayo layo na din 'tong nilakad ko mula dun sa parking lot.
Kaya naisipan kong umupo muna
tinignan ko ang oras 9:26 am. Maaga pa para bumalik sa susunod na class ko na 11:25 am.
Ang lamig ng hangin kahit maaraw
Naffeel ko na moment ko 'to. Haha.
Gusto ko yung ganito..
Mapag isa, at walang iniintinding problema
Pero palaging may tumatakbo sa isip ko
Palagi kong naiisip kung ano na lang mangyayari samin ni Jia sa susunod na mga araw.
"Ang lalim ng iniisip mo ah"
Nagulat naman ako dun sa nagsalita
It's Maddie..
"Alam mo, nandito naman ako para saluhin ka"
Mas lalo naman akong nagulat sa sinabi nya kaya tinignan ko nalang sya
"I mean, nandito lang ako kapag kailangan mo ko, Haha!"
"Hahaha! Nako Mads! Alam mo naman yung status ko"
"Joke nga lang yon! ahahaha! ikaw naman hindi mabiro"
"Hahaha. K"
Natahimik nanaman kami..
walang gustong bumasag ng katahimikan
"Topic?" she asked me. Para hindi na din siguro kami maboring
"Tell me your prob, if you have. Baka matulungan kita" Sabi ko kay Maddie.
"Ahm. I have a crush on this girl, and she is my Team mate. She is really nice to me and we hang out sometimes. The problem is that I don't know whether to tell her that I like her or not. I've developed a nice friendly relationship with her And Im afraid that if I tell and if she doesn't feel the same way, that would all end. But if I don't tell her, I'll never know if she felt the same way about me. Maybe it is in the past, but not now, that she already have a girl. It's hard especially when we hang out together, even if sometimes nalang. I have a hard time fighting not to put my arm around her or hug her or whatever.
I want to tell her how I feel, but Im afraid of what might happen. What do you think should I do? , or hahayaan ko nalang ba? "
"Ugh, wait. It seems that when you see her, you are usually in a structured situation which would not allow for either of you to open up to your real feelings, much less your desire to hug her and show her what is in your heart.Basically kasi Mads, the only way to move things along here is for you to take some kind of risk. When the two of you are not with a bunch of other people. If I were you, I would also take every opportunity to compliment her and praise her. That is a more indirect way of saying that you like her without taking the risk of really coming out and saying it. So I think, you should try to find or create a way to spend some time with her and to talk on a really personal level. You don't have to reveal everything but you have to let her know that you are interested, even if it is indirect." Sabi ko sa kanya.
"Bea..Do you know who's the girl I am talking about?"
"Nah, haha. That's your privacy, so don't tell me okay? Oh, and I have a reminder for you"
"What is it?"
"Think this Mads. The worst that can happen is that she doesn't feel the same. Can you deal with that? The best that can happen is that she does, and think how happy you will be that you went for it."
She smiled to me, pero may something sa mga mata nya.
So, I hug her nalang. And she hug me back
"Thank You so much Bea, Now it's all clear. And I think I am ready to admit my feelings for her, someday.."
I smiled, and I walk away from her with a smile in my face.
Author,
Tapos na Finals namin. Yayy! Here's an update for y'all. Maddie's problem po muna. Anyway, thank you po sa mga nagbabasa 😊👍
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ФанфикшнJia has a straight personality. But then, everything has changed when the BEAst came over to her life. In this story, Jia becomes a bi person. She started to like Bea, which is her bestfriend. But Bea likes the other girl, which is Jia's close frien...
