I Don't Care if You're Sick

I Can't Do This

Vic's POV

We went to our room and he pulled me through the door and pushed me on to my bed.

He crawled on top of me, smirking he straddled me and started grinding making me moan out quietly. "Be quiet, they'll here you." I smiled, "Make me." He caught my lips with his, still grinding and making us both moan into the kiss.

"How far do you want to go?" I asked, he smiled and started to pull off my shirt, I pulled his off as well and he kissed his way down my bare chest.

When he got to my pants he looked up at me, I nodded, and he started to palm me, I moaned quietly.

"Shh" he stopped and started to pull down my pants, I was suddenly scared, what if a nurse came in? I shared my fear with Kellin, "They won't come in for a half hour of so."

"Vic, I-I can't do this.."

"Why not?" I questioned, "My uh dad..he and his 'friends' have uh done things to me illegal and bad things."

I immediately regretted asking, "Oh god I'm so sorry, of course." I smiled at him and hugged him, he held me tightly, and I thought I heard a few sobs and felt some tear drops on the back of my neck
As he clung to me, "Do you need to talk about it? To someone besides a therapist?" He sat up on my and nodded his head, "yeah, I do."

He leaned over and kissed me, "Thanks."

"Ew gross!" Ryan and Brendon walked in on us, "You two weren't doing anything, were you?" We both blushed, "Ha! Told you Ryan, I know these things." He smirked at Ryan and he glared playfully back at him.

"Good thing we came in, not the nurses. Anyhow you two fuck buddies, I'm kidding, it's time for therapy."

We left and followed the two downstairs, "Was that your first time? Did you actual frick frack? Or just give a blowjob?" Kellin blushed, "Shut up Brendon."

"No, I'm really curious." I rolled my eyes then Kellin spoke up, "If you don't stop talking about this I will punch you in the throat and drown you in milk."

"Oh god not milk." The both said at the same time, [;)))]

We got downstairs and entered the lounge, everyone was sitting down  relaxing in the couches, except Frank and Gerard who were sitting in the corner on the bench.

"Frank, Gerard, please come up closer, it's time for group therapy now!" Juliet was a generally like-able person, but she was just so enthusiastic and no one here wanted to be here, we weren't happy about it.

"Alright, active therapy time!"

"Oh yay." Ronnie muttered under his breath, he was the 'bad boy' of our group, he rarely participated in group therapy or any for that matter, but he did do the activity one as he exercised when he got angry and was a good therapy tool for him.

"Kellin, did you eat?" I nodded, "I had to if I wanted to do this"
"Okay good, alright, everyone in a circle!"

Everyone shuffled into a large circle, even Gerard who did so reluctantly.

"Okay, what we're going to do is each of you will choose an exercise."

We did push-ups, Russian twists, planks, various crunches, sit-ups, run in place, leg lifts and burpees, it took about 45 to 50 minutes.

"I hate exercising." Vic complained to me, afterwards as we were stretching. "Aw, poor baby come here." I opened my arms to him and he walked over and hugged me.

"Oh my god get a room!" Brendon shouted at us, Juliet turned to us but we quickly let go of each other.

"Brendon, please don't shout, especially if there's no reason." I glared at Brendon and he gave me a dorky smile before grabbing Ryan's hand and leaving the room, no doubt to make out and fuck.

"Ryden-I mean Ryan, Brendon, please set the table." They slunk back into the room, holding hands and not giving a shit that everyone saw.

Austin walked in with them, "Vic, let's talk. Don't worry you'll be done before your lunch comes I'm sure." Vic grabbed and squeezed my hand before leaving.

"Kellin, come talk to me you'll-"
"Be done before lunch in sure." I finished, following the ginger, Alan, out the door to his office.

"How are you?"

"Fine." I answered in a monotone voice, "On a scale of one to ten, ten being the best and one being the worst?" I sighed, "I dunno, like a four or some shit."

"That sucks, can we fix that?"

"Not really."

"Do you like Vic?"

"What? Uh no what are you talking about?" I laughed nervously which made Alan laugh too, "I fucking knew it! I gotta tell Austin." He pulled out his cell phone, and started texting Austin I supposed  as that's who he said he would.

"Wait, I'm not in trouble?"

"No! Like you two are the biggest ship right now! Frerard is already happening, Brallon didn't make it but there is Ryden... is Kellic gonna be a thing!?"

I was lost in amazement that I wasn't in trouble and that they had given us ship names, let alone knew what a ship was.

"Uh, I don't know. We don't get enough time." I blushed realizing what I had just suggested to a doctor.

"Don't try to cover up, we saw you two sneak a cheeky kiss!" Alan giggles and I blushed more, my face burning like it was on fire.

"Uh maybe.."

"I ship it."