I Don't Care if You're Sick

Here We Go

I think this may be the second to last chapter or maybe the third depending on how long they both are.

Vic's POV

Austin and I talked briefly of my urges to hurt myself or other people. I told him I wasn't a very violent guy but I was still getting self harm urges though it's gone down significantly.

"I'm glad, well, Kellin should be waiting for you." He winked and shooed me out of my room before walking out himself, I went back to the lounge to see Kellin, petrified with fear, I rushed over and yelled for a nurse or anybody really.

Ashely ran in, "What's going on?" He asked, Candace was right behind him, they spotted Kellin and moved towards him, Candace checked his pulse, "It's weak, we need to call the hospital." I sat down in shock, why was this happening? I just got him back, I couldn't lose him again.

The paramedics came and took Kellin away, I didn't move from my spot, I was just so afraid.

After a hour, I finally collected myself and stood up, I needed to know what was wrong with my boyfriend. I went up to the front desk and found Candace, "Is Kellin okay? Will he make it, what even happened?" Candace looked up with an almost sympathetic look on her face, "We don't know and either do they, they're just starting to do tests on him, we won't know until at least tomorrow, sorry love."

I glared at her and stormed to my room. I wasn't allowed to shut the door so I just threw some shit at the wall even though it wasn't like I could break anything really, everything was baby proofed basically.

I swore loudly and sat on Kellin's made bed, he always made our beds when I went to the bathroom in the morning. He liked things to look good for no one in particular, it was just what he did and I loved everything about him.

I sighed and relaxed on his bed, falling onto my back and staring up at the ceiling. There wasn't anything to look at, all the rooms were the same boring thing so it didn't matter which you were in.

A nurse walked in, "We need to take your vitals and give you a pill to calm you down, we can't have you throwing things around." He said, I didn't know his name but I'd seen him before, I only knew a few of the staff names.

"Fine." I snapped, holding out my arm but not sitting up, "You need to sit up, Vic. You know the drill I'm sure, you do it every morning." I glared up at him before finally sitting up, he smiled.

I shot him another dirty look before looking down at my hands, I missed Kellin; I missed the way his hands fit so perfectly in mine and how when we were alone we would kiss and just be in physical contact with one another.

He left and laid back down after taking the medication, I didn't know what I'd do if Kellin didn't make it. I'd probably work to get out and then seriously kill myself, I'd get it right this next time. What was the point in living if Kellin wasn't by my side?

Brittany came in, it had been two days since Kellin's hospitalization, I didn't know if I liked her or Candace better, they both sucked, "I have some uh, bad news." My heart beat faster and my palms became sweaty, please be alive Kells.

I waited for her to continue, "He had a heart attack, his kidneys are messed up... he's just in general a huge mess that's almost impossible to help." I lingered on the last few words, "Almost?" She sighed, "We don't know, he's stable for the moment but things can go south quick."