I Don't Care if You're Sick

Sex, Drugs, and Alcohol

Trigger warning:
There will be some mentions of drug and alcohol abuse and rape.

Vic's POV

Kellin and I came back at the same time, we smiled as we left the rooms opposite each other as we saw the other.

"Hey, what did you get asked?" I blushed "Well uh, he asked if I liked you and uh..."
"Dude, same!"
"What did you say?" We both asked immediately, "uh, you first." I felt my face burn and Kellin's face turned as red as a stop sign

"I uh, said yes."
"Same here!" I smiled at him "of course I already knew that." I said, smiling ear to ear. He smirked, "Vic, will you be my boyfriend?" My face was probably like a tomato, I felt like I was on fire, "Are you serious? Oh my god yes!" I hugged Kellin and then kissed him, "You're sexy when you're excited!." He winked at me and took my hand, leading me to the lounge.

"Did you two propose?" Brendon and Ryan teased, "No, but I asked him to be my boyfriend."
"I knew it, Ryan you now owe me some kisses, and maybe something else..." he smirked and turned around, leaving Ran to look embarrassed.

"Im so sorry, he doesn't have s filter that boy." He stuttered out before quickly turning away to find his boyfriend.

"Lets go eat." Kellin said taking my hand and pulling me to our table where our food was. I was glad he was eating, that's made me happy. I didn't want him to starve and die, no one here did.

"Lets see what we have here, uh I think that's potato soup, I'm not quite sure though and oh god what the fuck is that?" I looked from the soup to my open tray, it looked like someone had thrown up green beans and the chicken was cold and soggy. Kellin snorted, "you ordered it." He said said smirking, he had pb&j sandwich and some Gatorade. "Can't go wrong with this, well, actually the fucking peanut butter tastes like shit by itself, but it's whatever."

I looked at the soup and decided that was the safest option, I grabbed the soup and a spoon and sat down across from my now-boyfriend.

"So what else did you talk about? With er Alan?" He nodded, "Uh not much, what about you?" I shrugged then smirked, "Austin and Alan are dating that's not allowed but they are! And they're so cute together."

Kellin smiled, "Ha, I knew there was something between them." He smirked as well and leaned over the table and kissed me, "I think you're cute. I hope we look cute together."

"Oh don't worry, you two totally do." Ryan smiled at my warmly as he and Brendon walked past our table, "Now you two are dating right? Like finally." Brendon took Ryan's hand then they left.

"Do you want to talk about uh, your dad?" Kellin slightly choked on his sandwich and quickly gulped down some water, "Oh sorry I didn't mean to make you choke."  He shook his head, "No it's fine, but I'd rather talk about it in private." I nodded and we ate in mostly silence casually talking about bands and music.

After lunch Kellin had to wait in the lounge for a hour and I convinced Alan and Austin to let me sit with him.

"Okay, I'm ready to listen."

"Sometimes I feel my father never gave a damn about me and my mother she had to leave me when I was younger. It left my father broken and defeated, but then he started doing drugs and drinking. After months of being constantly high and drunk, he started to take a liking to me... an illegal one. He started well, touching me and make me wear clothing that were very revealing. I couldn't do anything about it though. I was only 8. Then when he'd get back from work he'd have friends come over and they would all be high as fuck and rape me. They were child molesters and rapists they ruined my life and I'll never forgive them."