queen | zayn malik

Queen | Tell Me All

Queen | Tell Me All

Zayn stayed up all night thinking about Erin and what she probably has to go through. Finding her in that closet with a bruise over her left cheek tore him apart and it made him feel so much anger in his body. But his heart really broke when Erin cried in his chest that day.

The fact that Erin seemed so happy and outgoing shattered him to pieces. He should've took notice when he saw that her right eye was a bit swollen a while ago, but he was just too dumb to ever confront her about it. And plus, he don't want to be all up in her business since it wasn't his place. Now, this was his place to step in and do something about this.

Zayn sat in his chair that was close by the couch and exhaled deeply. Watching how her body would rise and fall steadily as she slept. The left side of her face swollen and bruised from the slaps she earned yesterday. Just looking at her and knowing that Kyrie land his hands on her just makes him so mad. She didn't deserve any of this at all, and Zayn wanted her to know that from the bottom of his heart.

"Zayn?" Erin stirred sleepily, her eyes focusing on the figure that was close by her.

"Yes darling?" Zayn spoke sitting up straight so he could give her all of his attention. "Do you know anything? You know I can get you whatever you want and—,"

"Thank you for everything," she says softly, her eyes looking deep into his. She truly meant it.

"You don't have to thank me," Zayn says truthfully.

She sat up straight and tucked the blanket underneath her chin, "But I do, because I would be still in that..in that closet if it wasn't for you."

Zayn sighed deeply, looking down at the ground, "You know I'll do anything for you Erin."

"So I have to say thank you for that," she says, noticing that he was still looking down. "Zayn, please look at me."

He looked up at her with watery eyes, feeling himself becoming very emotional over this. It was something that he didn't want happening to this special woman.

"Come here," Erin said softly, motioning him to come over and he did. The soft blanket being placed over both of their bodies, they laid there, in silence for a very long time.

There they were on the couch, Zayn had his head resting on her shoulder while his arms were around her waist. Erin held him close to her, not evening wanting to let this man go. They meant so much to each other that it was insane. Both of their hearts racing and their minds feeling up with so many thoughts. It was only moments later until Erin spoke up.

"I'm not really engaged to Kyrie. Months ago I signed a contract to be his fiancé for two years. Sadly, I thought we were actually going to fall in love and be happy with each other but he didn't love me and I was just to dumb to ever understand that. I tried so hard to make him happy but nothing was working. He didn't really need me, this engagement was all for the media," Erin told him briefly.

Zayn tilted his head up with sad eyes, "That's why you have to be with him?"

"Sadly yes," Erin sighed. "We're breaking up this summer, that's when the contract is going to expire."

"Why'd you do it Erin?" He asked, his voice barely a whisper.

"I thought it was going to be a good idea, but I was just..so wrong," Erin shook her head at her old decision that completely ruined her life.

"When he did start hitting you?" Zayn asked, his voice breaking when those words came out his mouth. Tears were just threatening to fall from his hazel eyes.

She gulped nervously, her eyes going away from his for a moment, "The middle of the first year we were together."

"I'm so sorry," Zayn says cupping her cheek so she could look at him, he felt truly sorry. "No woman should never deal with any type of violence in a relationship."

"We weren't even in a relationship but he treated me like we were. He is so controlling and I just gave him all the power to make my life so miserable," Erin sniffed, feeling a bit sad for herself.

"Have you ever tried fighting him back? Or telling any of his management team?" Zayn asked.

"I tried fighting back once but it just turned out horribly. And I couldn't complain because he would end up finding out..just like he did yesterday," she whispered the last part as the horrible flashbacks come back to her.

"What do you mean by that?" Zayn asked worriedly.

She sighed, "Apparently he found out that I was kissing somebody else and I was with another nigga that wasn't him. At first I wondered how he would just assume that all of a sudden, so I pretended like I didn't know what he was talking about. Then he slapped me like he knew I was lying to him. I soon came to realize that he must have been talking about you because well...you're the only person I like kissing and you're the only nigga I like being with."

Zayn sat up, "But how would he just assume that? He must have been known somehow."

"He didn't even say a name, but I had a feeling that he was talking about you," Erin says sadly.

Zayn held her close to him and kissed her forehead, "You know I'm not letting you go, right? You mean so much to me and I can't let you go back to him. We're going to work something out until everything is over."

"You really mean that?" She croaked with a small bit of hope in her voice.

"I meant every word love," he squeezed her curvy body for reassurance and let out a deep breath.

As time went by they soon fell asleep on the couch while they were cuddled up against each other. Erin's heart was at ease right now, but that didn't mean her mind was running wild with all of the bad things that could happen to her in the future. But right now, she was with Zayn, and this what matters the most to her.

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okay so it's like 12:17am and I have school . all spring break I've been going to sleep around 3am after I get done writing and now my sleeping schedule is fucked up so that means I can't go to sleep .

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