Secrets

Confessions Part I

Nico looked at me confused as I stood in the lift. He didn't move an inch. Suddenly I felt nervous. What if he didn't want this? What if he'd changed his mind? A few more moments passed and the doors began to close. Oh my God. Thoughts raced through my mind of how embarrassing it will be having to come back down to the lobby alone. Being turned down by him, and have to see him tomorrow with everyone else. I just wouldn't go. I felt the tears ready to bubble up but before the doors closed, a hand slammed between them, making them quickly fly open.

I looked up, seeing Nico's startled face looking back at me, suddenly rushing into the lift and without warning he grabbed the sides of my face, bringing it closer to his own, and smashing his lips against mine. My heart fluttered with relief as the doors closed behind us.

"Nico... " I sighed, pulling away from his kiss as I caught my breath," you kinda need to push the button to your floor" I grinned. He frowned a little, still looking confused, then he realised, chuckling as he turned and pressed for the 11th floor.

When he turned back to me with that smile he had, I felt my insides go to jelly. "sorry, I'm just shocked that you are still here" he apologised, moving back over to me. "so am I really" I blushed, as his hands slid around my waist. "but I don't think I can wait any longer to forget what's happened" I confessed. The look on Nico's face was just pure relief at hearing my words. "I have missed you so much" he whispered, pulling me into him, holding me tight until the doors opened once again.

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We walked hand in hand to Nico's Room, waiting briefly for him to unlock it. Then upon entering, he flicked on a couple of lights, and my eyes took in my environment.

It was a pretty modest room, as usual, large king sized bed, table and flat screen on the wall. A balcony opposite the door and the bathroom to my right. It was smooth neutral colours and quite a calming place to be. But Nico exuded that himself, besides my uncontrollable flusters and urges to jump on him, he was a pretty laid back guy, and I liked that.

"would you like a drink?" he interrupted my surveying of the room. "just some water please" I answered with a smile. He nodded and took off to the mini bar that sat under the flat screen. I took my flats off and headed over to sit on the bed.

Our initial actions, when Nico realised I wanted to come up here, had ceased, the moment a little quieter now, like we were just happy to be chilling out together. But when he turned back to me, smiling as he brought me a bottle of water, I knew this mood wasn't going to last.

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"I have missed you so much since Italy" Nico said softly as we lay snuggled up in each other, watching whatever nonsense was on the TV at this hour. I turned my head to look at him, his eyes shining from the light of the TV. "I couldn't wait to see you again, having my hands on you on Monday seems like such a long time ago" he admitted, I had to agree. "I know. What a moment to be interrupted huh" I smirked, thinking back to that day. It wasn't a day I particularly wanted to remember but laughing about it was probably the best way to deal now. Nico grinned, "we must make up for that" and that's when he moved over me, pulling me underneath him.

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The Kisses we shared got more and more heated, and the next thing I knew, I'd pulled his shirt off his torso, leaving him half naked above me. I couldn't help the smile that popped onto my face, causing nico to chuckle. "you are always undressing me with your eyes" he teased, thank goodness the darkness of the room covered my blushes. "even the first time I met you I knew you were looking at me that way" he added. I felt my face burn, "I was not!" I tried to lie. Nico laughed more, "yes." he argued, "because I was doing it too" he confessed, making me gasp. He laughed cheekily and leaned down, taking my lips in a passionate yet playful kiss, pulling my bottom lip into his mouth, sucking on it slightly then pulling it again with his teeth.

Then with a squeal I was being lifted up, our positions swapped, he'd lifted me onto his lap as he lay flat on the bed. At least I knew he was nimble... "I thought you were beautiful that first time I saw you" he told me as I looked down at him. The soft smile on his face made me smile too. Running his hands up the front of my thighs as I straddled him made a new wave of excitement flow over me. "I couldn't wait to see you every day after that night" he confessed. "I didn't think you'd give me a second look" I told him. He frowned, "why not?"
"cause you can get whoever you want, I'm just me" I shrugged. "besides, when I had a little freak out about seeing some of the drivers" I couldn't help but giggle. "you mean Kimi" he stated, I smirked at him, "I hated him for so long" he sighed shaking his head, causing me to laugh. "I thought he had taken your attention away from me" he pouted, making me giggle more. "nope" I answered him, leaning down to his bare chest, placing a kiss between his pecks. "you already had me" I sighed turning my head to rest on his chest. I could hear his heart beat increasing.

I felt his hands move up to my back, resting them there whilst we shared this tender moment. "you had me from the moment you said my name" he told me, making me giggle, "but the way you looked at my car, I knew you were the one"