'Never Again' (Jack Gilinsky)

20. Sorry

20. Sorry

Alana's P.O.V.

It's almost 5 at night and I just finished packing. It's my last night here and I'm so happy to go home but I'm started to become a little sad. Jack was right what's gonna happen to us.. I started to think about it more and more next thing you know, it was 6:40 and I was starving. I decided to call Jack and ask if he wanted to go out.

"Hey what's up?" He answered.

"Um.. hey I was wondering if you wanted to you know go out to dinner tonight.. Since I'm leaving tomorrow.." I sounded sad.

"Of course I would.." He said delighted.

"Alright cool meet me in the lobby at 7:30."

"K bye.."

I looked at the time it was 7 so I decided to change and fix my hair a little.

***Skips to their dinner***

"I can't believe your leaving tomorrow.." He started. We were just casually eating and feeding our faces.

"I know it's crazy.. I honestly had fun these past week.." I said.

"I'm sorry about your first week here.. I know it's not what you wanted-"

I cut him off. "Hey stop. Don't worry about it. It's all ok now.." I smiled at him.

"Look Jack.. Theres something I need to tell you.." I said. He looked nervous but asked what.

"Well I'm about to graduate high school and go to college after and your still going to be traveling the country.." I started.

"Alana.. what are you saying?" He held my hand.

"Jack.. this week has been great but I can't handle the pain of not seeing you when I leave.. So I think we should just stay where we are." I could tell he didn't like what I just said. He gave me a 'what no' look.

"Alana.. Please no. You can't do this to me.." I started to feel bad.

"Jack I'm really sorry.. I am but I think it's the best for both of us."

"Is it because I cheated on you? Alana I said I would never do that again!" He started to upset.

"Come on let's go.." I grabbed his hand and took him to the park.. The park was gorgeous. It had a spot where people go to show their love to others, like propose, ask out, make a picnic and other romantic things like that. I took him there and started our conversation again.

"Jack.. It's because I don't want our relationship to be weak an long distanced.. I want it to be strong and close.." I started again.

"But Alana it will be!! I promise.." He grabbed both my hands.

"I'm sorry Jack but it can't be strong if always miles and miles apart and you.. you-"

"I what?!?" He was curious.

"And you meeting a ton of other girls!!" I said loudly. His faced turned straight and wanted to cry.

"Alana.. You don't trust me do you? You are still scared?" He said cupping my cheeks with his hands.

"I do trust you.. I just don't want you to get tempted and do something you'll regret and tell me you're sorry.. I already through it again and I am not hearing those words come from you again.." I said sternly.

"I am so sorry.. I am literally lost for words.." Jack said.

"Sorry Jack but what I said.. Is what I'm gonna do. Getting back together is just not right.." I started to walk away. It was dead silent and he didn't bother to stop me.

"ALANA.. DON'T GO." I still kept walking.

Jack's P.O.V.

She was walking away from me.. but this time it was probably for good. So I had to tell her now.

"I LOVE YOU.. and I never stopped.."

That did it.. She stopped, turned around, and stared at me.

"Jack.. I love you too but I'm sorry."

Yes, she walked away from me. But this time it was for good.